Hello ;DD Okayyy, unexpected. i PASS my MATHS ! Omgggg, that's was superrr cool. errr, i mean JUST PASS. 21/40 Basically NOT that GOOD. i'm nt that happy just that, 'tk sia-sia aku belajar' hahahaa ;D Overall, i PASS ALL my common test. Is that great or whatt ? hahaa. Happy giler lahh oii ;P

Sch was okayy, JUST THAT some ppl love to HAVE a fight. haishh. Whatever lah with those ppl. i dont careeee ;D anyways i'm feeling very apathetic and hungry all the time. IDK whyy. Nowdays, i love to eat ALOT at night. Ooooo, i'm going to become fatt. hahha. You think ? i dont think so. Even thought i ate alot, my weight is still the same. Ohhh pathetic =.= But my mum said that, my cheeks is growing. You know what i mean ? haha. & someone pinch my cheeks and he say 'mcm baby sey pipi kau' TRUE kaper ? hahaha. NOT ;P

This is probably going to sound really stupid. I DREAM abt something last night. I feel like I'm on a train. A train that's about to crash. And I can't get off. I can't reach the doors to get off. Something always ends up pulling me back, away from them. I'm heading for the crash. ahahaha, i know this is nonsense ;D

Anyways, Tomorrow will be sleeping at Raden's house. Ohhh, should i say yes ? hahaa. YES ! ;DD Sleeping there for 2days. Abg Syafiq is getting married soon. i mean REALLY SOON. 2March i guess. Yeaaaa. Woohoo. I feel excited & i feel like i'm the one MARRIED. *dreaming* hah, okayy lets get back to work. LOLOL ;D soo, My relatives from KL & Kelantan are coming down. i'm soo happy to see all of them again. Awwwww, i miss them luhh. But i'm nt sure if abg long is coming down. i hope so ! ;DD & we can have a chit-chat sharing session. hahaha. Craps ;D Okayy soo, i gtg. i'm doing my brownies since mum asked me too. She is sooo lazy. haha. Ohh noo, i'm just joking abt that. Its me who wanna do it by myself. & That's not for me. For abg syafiq. Soooo yeaaa. i'm off. Bye lehhh ;D

Ps: i've fall in love AGAIN. ohhh man ! :/

Hello Everyone. What a day, so happy but sad at the same time, & angry. Okayy so, i've change my URL. Well, i wanted to keep my blog as a low profile. That's means, Only my loves ones can read. So yeaaaa. heh. Okayy, ignore my previous post abt HIM. Just forget abt what i've said. & I never hate him. Just that i cant's take this anymore. Saying harsh words towards me. i just can't believe you just said that. A Person that you LOVE would say harsh words ? That's so sad okayy ? You ppl should know how i feel :[ Oooooo, hiash. Please cure my heart(: but whatever its is, i wont blog abt you ANYMORE. & I dont blame you. People, dont miss understanding okayy ? :] lovelove you ^^

When all is said and done, you are a part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spaces, the empty holes, the blind spots, with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it. Agree ? :D

Sch was like SHIT, seriously. Problem KEEP COMING one by one. Ohhh wth. I dont understand what's wrong with YOU PEOPLE. i REALLY dont. Seriously dont. Mannn, this is totally unfair. :/ Idk which one is true. Idk who to believe in. But now, i'll just stick to my favourite CRAZY persons which are MAZsyg & SAIDAHsyg. Heh, they totally ROCK my worldddd. & of coz, my bestBOYfrienddd (andy) haha. i love themmm like hell. Ohhh wait, khairul too ;DDD hahaha. You must wondering who the hell is khairul. Oooo, its for me to know, and for you to find out. He help me alottt. err, alot ker ? hahaha. No2, the one who help me alot is maz & saidah & andy & fad & KHAIRUL. Yeaaaa, that's betterrr. but its the same also rightt ? hahaha :D *selenge/merepek*

MR SAIFUL is totally *merepeekkkkk* He took my UGLY/SELENGE pic. Wthhh ? & He kept disturbing me abt THAT STUPID picc. Ergghhh, aku smack pantat kau baru tau. ahhaha. LIKE REAL. ;DD Wootss, My academic performance is good, just that i'm not satisfied with my result. i need to win ANDYY ! =P Mid-yearr. YES ! mid-yeaaar. ahaha & my mathsss ? Ohhh wth ? i fail. Yes, i FAIL. dont need to sayy. 100% Fail. 18 failer & i'm ONE of themm. Good or whatt ? =.= Ceh, okayy that's all for todayyy. Byee lehhh :DD

PS: just because someone seems happy, doesn't mean they are.

Helloo ! Heh, Okayy soo. Today sch was superrr GREATTT. hahaha. SUPER HYPERRRRRRR ! Really ! hahaha. Like usual, maz & saidah NEVER stop to entertain me. & yeaa, andy & poh seng too. Woooaahhh. & amirah got took video of me & maz dancing 'ENJOYYYYY' hahaha, Mannn, its really fuun. I cant stop laughing. hah. Okayy soo, i'm GLAD that his ATTACHED ! Yesssaaa, thanks to saidah for telling me & i feel REALLY disgusting after hearing it. 'Geliii siaaaaaaaaa, OMGGGG !' Like saidah & maz said 'gian per siaa?' ahhahaa ! Shhhh, Secret between me, maz & saidahh. ;0 Well, i'm really happy because he WONT disturb me ANYMORE. & Lets celebratee ! LOLOL ;D *follow his walking style* HAHAHA ! ;D

So yes, i dont feel like you love me anymore. You just ignore me. YES. you ignore me ! Dont expect me to make the first move. Please dont. i have enough of this. REALLY. You should be the one making the first move NOT me. Its ALWAYS me who make the first move. haishh. idk what to say anymore. I think your best without me. & that's soo true. Cause i dont feel that you love me anymore. EVEN thought i love you, that's no point. You want prove ? i've given you the prove but to you, its not enough ? Look, no matter how deep i love you, i wont be together with you anymore. i've make my decision. People dont love me anymore so why do i bother ? People never care for me anymore / ignore me, so why do i bother ? No use right loving someone deeply but they never love us ? Ohhhh wth. But whatever it is, i still love you just that we are not meant to be together. But if there's FATE. why nott ? Take Careee. & enjoy your Poly life. ;D

Looking forward for MARCH Holidayy, yay ! Watching movie with my LOVES one. Propably with maz/andy/fadhli/poh seng/saidah. Yess, yess. I cant wait ! hahaha. Those 5 are my favourite ones. :DDD So yeahhh, STEP UP 2, here i come. & i bet poh seng will treat me. Oooooo, i think soo. ahaha. Becauseeee, he challenge me SOMETHING. X) Let see who treats who. hah. Okayy soo, i'm off. BYEEE lehhh. ;DDDD

Muker Aku Stop it seyy. (tau pun)
:D
SMILE
MUKERRRRRRRRR !
Aku cute kann ? haha *perasan
okayy, nie merepekss.

Hello ! So yeaaa, Today was FUN ! Althought going back latee. Hah. Well, you know. MANY ppl never come today. Idk whyy. Hmmm yahh, LAZY. ahah. Nvm. So yeaaa, saidah made me laugh like hell. & i'm happy that maz is cheer up with OUR STUPID lames jokes. hah. You dont sad-sad okayy ? We are here for youuuu. Remember what saidah told you okayyy ? & now, you must make a SERIOUS decision darling. Dont make yourself suffer okayy ? if you suffer, i also sufferr. Dont cryy okayy darlingku ? heh. Sayangg kau ehk ! :DD

Quotes for the day :
- Saidah said 'Air mata perempuan tu berharga, so jgn nangis. Kalau nangis pun tk guna'
- Warda said 'kiter mesti ENJOYYYYY ! '(with BELO reaction)

So yeahhh, that's all for TODAY. Nothing much actually. hahaa. Just that, today i'm abit hyper. Wooottsss, IDK WHY ! haha. Gundu lah kann ? haha. okayyy-okayy soooo i love both maz & saidah ! :P Byeee :D

Goshh, i nearly gotten into an accident ! SIAAAAAA. but luckly i'm not. i'm safe. because of this atuk, thanks. BUT, he was soooo WEIRD. REALLY !!

Conversation with this atuk :

Atuk; Ehkk ! Cuu, kereta tuuu. (shouting)
Me; *Move Away QUICKLY*
Atuk; Lain kali jalan tu baik-baik. Jgn tgk bawah jer. Tgk kereta. Nasib cucu tk kene langgar.
Me; Maaf, tk perasan ader kereta.
Atuk; Lain kali jalan tgk kereta tau. Nie apersal nie mata merah ?
Me; Tkder pape. Mata masuk abuk.
Atuk; Betul ker nie ? cu ader masalah kan ? atuk tau. Cu tk boleh tipu dengan atuk.
Me; *shocking* Mcm maner tau ?
Atuk; Tgk muker dengan hati dah tau. Cu jgn ingatkan sgt nyer Cu. Belajar rajin-rajin. Nnt dah besar, cu carik lah pasangan yg sesuai dengan cu. Cu nie sebenar nyer baik, lawa, cu tk payah risau.
Me; ahhh, hmmm. tapi...
Atuk; Tkder tapi-tapi. Sekarang cu masih kecik lagi. Belajar lah. Ingat pesan atuk. Belajar rajin-rajin. Atuk doakan cu berjaya. Atuk tau cu syg dier tapi jgn sampai gini. biar dier sedar kesilapan dier. dah pergi balik sana. atuk doakan cu akan dpt dier balik.
Me: Terima Kasih yer tuk *smiles* (crossing the road & look behind)

So guess what ? NOBODY ???? WTH ? i wass so shocking. REALLLYY ! mannn, i still remember his face siaaa. My goshh. Okayy, okayy whatever. (still wondering who he is)

Anyways, this songs is for my love ones. & i mean MUHAMAD AZRI SHAH BIN SHAHLAN. bye.


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Aku merasa sungguh indah bersamamu tiap waktu
Kita bermesra... marah dan sayang
Rajuk dan rindu
Walaupun kita pernah merasa terluka dan terkilan
Namun hatiku masih menyintaimu... sayang

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ANDAINYA KU HILANG DARI MATAMUIngatku dalam doamu. AKU SAYANG AKAN DIRIMU AZRI.


Ps: I cant forget you please ? PLEASE.

Okay, so, this update has a little of everything. Mostly Quotes. READ PLEASE.

Its YOU.
YOU mean everything to me.
YOU are the first into my head every morning when i wake up,
my last thought before I go to bed,
YOU smile at me in my dreams,
when you're sad i feel sad,
when i see your true smile, I feel incredible
like there is no other thing around
and all i can see is YOUUUU.

You know I LOVE YOU right?
No matter what happens to either one of us,
you'll always be in my heart.

she's just the type of girl who says that
she don't care. but DEEP INSIDE; you're the
only thing she actually cares about.

I dont know what it is about you,
maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking,
Or how you make me smile more than anyone else has.
It could be the way that you say the exact right thing
at exactly the right time.
But whatever it is,
I just want you to know that it means everything to me.


ALL I NEED RiGHT N0W iS F0R Y0U T0 WRAP ME iN Y0UR ARMS ; L0OK ME iN THE EYES & TELL ME Y0U W0N`T EVER LEAVE ME.

PS: Dont asked me to forget everything abt you will you ? cause I CANT ! I LOVE YOU !

Helloys, So yeaaa i'm back from school. Common Test week. So i wont be updating much. Hah. Ohh man you make me feel so heart breaking after reading your sms. Hati nie mcm nk berkecai tau tak ? Aiyahhh. Like seriously. Luckly its your siblings. Fuuyoo. But if not true lehh ? Haiyahh. I'm just too scared. Ohh fork. Okayy So, Nothing good happen in sch. Boring luhhh. Like typically. & Yus, he was lika a bloody cheeee-bye. SERIOUSLY ! Erghhh. I wish i could beat him upside down. *daun btl ah kau !* Ohh yess, i just got to know ONE dirty little secret. hah. Just wishing you, last long with your new bf alright ? :D (NOT in sarcastic tone) i'm outaaaa. Ohh, i miss calling you DEAR gundu & worst, I MISS YOUR HUG :[ i love azri sayanggg very much !! (try solve-ing this sentences)

There's not even anything THAT spectacular about you, there is just that one little thing, that i can't put my finger on, but boy, i can't get over it.

Ps: I'm not a type of girl that gives up JUST LIKE THAT.

Currently, NO MOOD. Dont even try to talk to me ppl. SEROUSLY. Erghhhhhhh, FUCKO ! Hate this thing happen lahh mannnn ! Screw you WARDA ! Sorry if tomorrow i show you ppl a black face. Just DONT try to disturb me PLEASE. PLEASE. I'M OFFFFFF !

Hello Yawww, Okayy Today trip was FUN ! Camwhoring with my classmates. & the pic is SO PRETTY & COOL. hahaha. i'm not going to show you the pic. Like of coz, lazy lah kannn. hahah. *winks*

After that, rush home & change my clothes. Gonna meet my dear gundu. hahaha. Meet him at B&S ;0 After that went lib to studyyy. STUDY kaperrr ? LOL. I did study but only for a short while. haha. Play games all the wayy, FUN (: So yeahhh, camwhoring at his laptop. Ehkk COOL lah =P Ohhh Gosh, i love him. Thanks for TEACHING ME MATHS. hah. i had super FUN today. I HOPE I CAN GO OUT WITH HIM AGAINNNNN. anyways, PIC here. :]

:]

LOVESSS

mcm sweet gitu kann ? ahahha

LOL

Sweet heh ?

Ehkkk nie step maner nyer cutee jer.

Awwwwww.

Azri edit this. GRRRRR !

a little hope for him, i want him back :(

HELLO ! Okayy actually, i'm lazy to update but my dear GUNDU make me update. hah. Soo yeaa, meet him just now. I thought he wanna said something which he said REALLY URGENT. But at last nothing. Instead he gave me a chocolate. Awwwwwwww, so sweet of you eh dear GUNDU aka gunri aka azri. hah. Actually i dont wanna took it BUT he pinch me. =.= Friday ehk, WATCH OUT ! *wekk !* && i LOVE THE CHOC ; I LOVE THE PERSON WHO GAVE ME THAT. So basically i'm happy. IDK WHY. Only God know :D

Soo tomorrow is V-Dayy, Ohhhhhh. haish. I wish i could celebrate with him. HAISH.Nvmmm. Okayy, i gtg. Ohh yahhh, here are some uuotes. Enjoy.

So take care what you wish for,

It might come true. But that September sky

How it whispered "I love you."

But I couldn't take it any longer.

The warmth of your embrace

Melts my frostbitten spirit

You speak the truth and I hear it

The words are I love you

And I have to believe in you

Every now and then,those three little words slip out. No, not "I miss you." And no, not "I hate you." But I LOVE you. And for an instant, I can't stand myself. Because I know you never thought about me half as much as I thought about you. Because I can't stop thinking about you.I can't get you out of my head-from under my skin.

She missed him. She ached after him. Constantly, the entire time theywere apart. Every single song on that radio was written about him andevery single star in that sky was another mile that separated them.

To forget somebody isn't possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time but you don't know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn't find their way.

Gd Morning. Ohhh yes, like i said, enough is enough. & of coz i will fight for a guy. BECAUSE i love him. tk salah kann ? If you love someone or wants something, FIGHT for it. That's not childish beybehh. But yeaaa, NOT NOW. That was last time when i'm still with him. NOW, i've got no time to fight for it. Eventhough i love him, i think i'll just kept it inside my heart. I wont scold him if he wanna go out with WHOEVER he wants. There's no right for me to do that. Agree ? Yeahh. So that's it. Guys will come & go. & if there is fate, we will be together again. AND yeaa, just stop it lah ehk. i've got no time for bitches & i wish i dont wanna fight with you. Ohhhh =.=

Uhhh Ohhh, i will be buzy this few days, ohh i mean WEEKS. Well, this Friday, will be sleeping at Raden's house. because on saturday 16Feb will be having a Praying for my late auntie. On 18Feb will be our FIRST Common Test until 23Feb. Ohh shut up. & Yes, on 27Feb Natasha (niece) will be having a 'Cutting Hair Ceremony' (i dont know if its correct). & On 29Feb will be SUPER BUZY day because will be preparing for my wedding day on 2Feb. :] hahaha ! mcm paham. No lahh, its for Raden's Brother who is getting married. So i guess it was a totally buzy weeks for me. Know why ? i need to help my mum lah bdhh. =.= So yeaaa, will be studying for my UP COMING Common Test. Wah Lau Wei. Stress coming back ? I guess so. hah. Ohh yeaa, i miss FIRDAUS ! (cuzzin) I miss his jokes. haha. oii bdk, aku miss kau tau tk ? haha. Well, when are we going to meet again ? Maybe on 18Feb ? or 29Feb ? Aiseyy boyy, cannot wait luhh. *Story Time* hahaha. you know what i mean yeeeaa. Anything, beep me cuzzin ! :DD so yea ppl. till here. Brooommmm i'm off :D

<3 Pimple ! *look carefully*

HELLO ! Ohh yes, sorry for not updating. hah. Kinda lazy. Ohhh typically. LOL. Soo yeaaa. Thurday; My Family went to Mt Faber. Goshhh, ROMANTIC lah that place ! I wish i go there with my BF. Whoohoo. haha. Okayy takmo berangan. But seriously. That place is soo UHH LALA. You guys must at least go there once. & of coz at NIGHT. not morning. haha. ishh, i wanna go there AGAIN. Not with family BUT with my LOVE. *woahh*

Yesterday was cool. Auntie Alice open big table. hahahaa. Ate at BILAL Restaurant. Food there was okayy. But expensive. haha. Nvm lahh. i'm not the one who pay :]] & i get hong boa. hah. *abih bangga* LOL. Ohh shitt, i need to go out again. Haiyahh. i'm lazy. Uhh Ohhh. Mum asked me to follow. Shutt up. Grrrr. Anyways, my love for YOU NEVER changed. Instead, i love YOU more that YOU love me. haishh. i wish i had a chance to meet you. Ohh yess, Maybe this Friday ? Uhhh Ohh, i should be happy. :] Teach me maths yawwww. but if you cannot, tell me yawww :D Ohhh Bloody PIMPLE. i got ONE ! & now its my the time to use OLAY ! hahaha. okayy lahh. BYE !

PS: NEW SONG *like this*

Helloys, Morning. Okayy, Sooo Yess. I'm a Bitch heh ? Ohh well, thats soo shocking. Dont said 'jgn terase ehkk warda' cause i am 'terase' You wrote ALL my dear. Soo i assure that i'm included right ? Ohhh dear, why makes you wrote that huh ? Nvm lahh. i dont care what ppl thing abt me. & i dont take it too hard because i know that i'm not a BITCH. Get it ? Your making me hate you huh ? Right ? Like obviously. I care for you but you did'nt APPRICATE it. Soo might well i wont right ? Your PM tell it all dude. But dont worry i never hate you okayy. Just that i'm disappointed to hear that. So whatever it is, i will treat you as my bestest FRIEND. :D & i love you like always.

Okayy, i gtg already. hah. going to study. Ppl holiday i study. Ohhh that's soo COOL. not. =.= haha. take care lahh ppl.

READ THIS. LOL.

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

So yeaahhh, i'm a WOMEN NOT a GIRL :D haha. Sch was such a bored. i mean CONCERT. nvm, last year already. hahaha. Had fun in the hall. As in having fun with my dearr friends. Cracking jokes. Faddddhliii, you GUNDU. hahaha. *stop it ehkk*. LOL ! After that, went to cwp. Since Maz craving for starbucks. Ohhh Father. Your HOT luhhhhh. Even Mazlina is melting. haha. Seriously. Omggggg. LOL. diam lahh x) Bought VANILLA FRAPUCINNO. Ohhh, delicious. hah. SAW someone which i'm NOT suppose to. Like wanie said 'MUKER TK PERLU ehkk, rmbt irritating siaakk' hah. that's same goes to fad 'Asl rmbt dier gitu ?' LOL. Dont asked me ppl, go asked that fucking *toottt* Uhhh ohhh, siape mkn chili, dier terase pedas :D okayy i guess till here. BYEBYE.

BottomLine; 'Stop it ehkkk, Stop it ehkkk' (wif mentel voice) HAH :D

Hello, Ohhh Gosh, why must this kind of things happen to me ? Whyy ? Arghhh. This is soo unfair. Haishh. Your name is like all over in my head, body, books. Shitt lahh. Break-up is what i hate the MOST. Although, i'm keeping myself busy, its STILL the same. REALLY. Arghhhhhh ! Bloody Shits. Enough of this suffer please. I cant bear with this anymore. It's just too DIFFICULT. Damn DIFFICULT. VeryyVerry DIFFICULT. I CANT STOP thinking of HIM. Ohh Father, Please. PLEASE. i miss him, i love him, i adores him, i heart him. Ahhhh, WHATEVER.

COMMON TEST is just around the corner. Hell. My Maths is like *cork* Seriously. i need someone to help me in that subject. I need to revise & UNDERSTAND its. Help me will you ? You know who you are right ? Thanks ehkk. :] & Yesss, EOA Test was hell. I fail ? Reallyyyy ! i can assure you that i fail my EOA Test. Gundu btl. As you know, i never forcus in class nowdays. WARDAAAAAA, stop dreaming. 6More Months to go. (minus june holiday) Time passes VERY fast. Ohhh yeaaa, 100 percent true. *FUCK* anyways, i gtg. Take Care ppl.

Ps: i'm still in LOVE with you. Do you notice that ? NO ? Exactly. :[

Idk whether its true or not. Some its TRUE. Have fun reading :]

What Siti Warda Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

Heyos, Okayy, ignore the previous post 'MIA-7days' haha. Today Sch was Okayy. Classmates made my day. I love them heh. & Now i know how much my classmates REALLY care for me. Ohh classmate, such a sweet bunch of you ppl(: not only my classmates but some of my outside friends. KHAIRUL(: & yeaa, i'm going to forget abt the past. Well, no point thinking abt it again. Like seriously no point. I'll keep my day BUSY. Like andy say 'keep your day busy, & you will forget abt it' Soo yeaaa, i'm trying. hah. i hope its WORK. Ohh yes, i've learn bad things today. LOL ! Making attitude to teachers ? COOL. & STARING at ppl. Ohh super COOL. haha. I'm becoming BAD. really. :] Shits, my hand hurt due to saiful pushing me. That BOY. haha. But he's great. :] Thanks for making me laugh like hell. :D & Gd luck for today soccer.

Saiful- 'Cher, before going to ITE, i wanna buy something for the whole class. Expecially for waddy.'

Mr Ye0- 'What are you going to buy for waddy?'

Saiful- 'COLGATE !'

hahah, its damn funny okayy. Ohh well, he said that because waddy has a BAD breath. That's why. Very Rude kann ? LOL. anyways, i gtg. Study for EOA. Ohhh shut up, TEST. but its okayy. i wanna make myself busy right ? but i know its DIFFICULT. Ohhh, i'm trying to be strong here. Support me ppl. i'm off. BYEE :D

There’s no reason to break up. All those unreasonable excuses; why break up when you know you still have feelings for that person? You’re just hurting yourself & the person you love. You know you still feel for them, yet you won't admit it. You don't love them anymore, you say? Well then let go. Why can't you let go? Stop noticing what they do or say all the time, quit glancing over when they're around, stop thinking back to things that they said to you or done with you. Cant? That’s when you know you're not over them completely yet. You try to keep yourself busy with homework & try talking to other people, but does it really work? If not, you're either stupid or you're dumb. Why? Obviously you still have feelings for them. Let someone know when you care about them; tell them if you love them. Tell them if you miss them. Chances don't come to you; you go find them. Trust & believe. If you think you have feelings for them, trust your feelings & believe you do, because you do.

Ps : When mama say dont have a relationship at this age, LISTEN to them.

I find this very meaningful :( (eddited)

Memang Khilafku.Menyayangimu
Memang Kilapku.Mencintaimu.
Tapi Ku Tau,Semua itu Tak Akan Kembali Lagi.

Bukan ku pinta.Segunung janji.
Tidak ku harap sinaran ini.
Cuma ku ingin setulus kasih
Kasih yg kekal slamanyaa..

Sayang Dengarlah..Lagu ku Ini.
Hanya Untukmu Yang Ingin Ku Tujui...
Engkau bagaikan kekasih sejati yang slalu diingati.

Chorus;
Ohhh....Oh aaaazzzrrrr....
Senyum mu enggan pergi..
Tawa mu mengiringii...
Wajah mu ku terbayang...

Hadirmu dlm mimpi..
Seumpama bidadari...
Potret mu ku tatapi..
Mengharap kau kembalii....x2
Wajah mu ku terbayang..

Memang ku rindu saat bersamamu.
Memang tak mampu kumelupakan mu.
Tapi ku tahu semua itu tak akan kembali lagi...

Chorus Verse 1

Selamat tinggal pada kenangan.Selamat Tinggal Pada igauan.
Terima kasih aku ucapkan.
Untuk percintaan ini..

Now, between you & me is nothing. 5Months 1Day ends here. Right now at 2.58pm. Ohhh pfftt, YAY ? Freako. This is what i get by loving someone deeply ? Ohh Shittt, its HURTING. OMFG. Really. HURTING ! i'm taking it easy now. No point CRYING for someone if they dont love us anymore. REALLY. haishh. Now you & me are just memories. Yes, MEMORIES. you like it that way do you ? & SOME PPL like it that way too. SY_ _ _ _ AH, happy right ? Go celebrate. FUCKERS. I'm off ! MIA-7days.

Ps: GD Luck in EVERYTHING you do. I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU.

Helloys, Ohhh shitt. My body is not feeling well. Not because of fever or what. Its just that i'm sooo weak. Goshh, help me Puhh-Lease ? Seriously. My hands & legs are shaking. I just dont know why. I need someone who can make me strong once again. I'm sure that person knows what i mean. Really. My body is just too weak. haishh. Ohhh Wardaaa, what's wrong to youu ? Arghhhh, i dont know. i dont know. Goshh, i've been thinking abt it again & again. Every second without fail. I've been thinking abt the solution. I've been thinking abt what should happen next. Ohhhh asshole. Freakoo. This is really too much. Yes, too much. Arghhhhhhhhhh ! Nvm. Some Quotes here. Read it.

01.
A relationship isn't perfect; it has its good times & its bad times, & when you argue, you make up no matter how bad it is. Cheating is forgivable, but if you love the person like you say you do, there is no reason to cheat because they are the only person you need. Love is forever even if you break up; if you loved the person when you break up, you still will. Love isn't about age; age is just a number. It's about how you treat each other, not how old they are. Love hurts & sometimes relationships don't work out & you will cry, but you will find true love one day. You'll never know when love is going to hit you, & when it hits you, it will hit hard. Once it hits, its hard to get back up again. Love hurts, but it's worth the pain.

02.
Bad things are always going to happen in life. People will hurt you. But you cant use that as an excuse to hurt someone back. You'll only hurt yourself.

03.
She told him she loved him though she knew what the consequences would be. Girl falls for boy, girl falls much harder than boy, and girl gets hurt. She knows the past will repeat itself and her broken heart will shatter even more. Something in her mind tells her not to give up. The hope is still there even after everything he put her through.

04.
she's classy, unlike other girls, she knows herself and she knows that she's not perfect, but she spends her time having fun and doing the best with what she's got.

05.
If you don't go after what you want, you'll never get it. if you don't ask, the answer is always no. if you don't step forward, you're always in the same place.

06.
i love you with every little piece of my heart. my hearts beat slowly when we're apart. you mean the world to me i'd be lost without you. with you is where i wanna be.

Ps: OHH BABY, I LOVE YOUUU ! (arghh)

Second post of the day. Stop it lah ehkk. Muker Stop it. Muker TK PERLU nie semua. Seriously. Muker stop it. Tk perlu semua ni ehk. See your face, make me pissed off EASILY. I Swear. I was browsing your pic & i feel like punching your face. Like maz say 'muker nk kene tumbuk dari aku' . i was laughing like hell. Okayy lahh, MUKER LAST WARNING. LAST WARNING. hah. OMFG. Mum notice my hand.

Mum- 'Asl ngan tangan kau ? Sampai terkopek gitu.'

Me- 'What ? Ohhh, nothing lah. Terkene pisau.' *fakesmile*

Mum- 'Mcm maner boleh terkene pisau ?' *serious face*

Me- 'err, entah. mcm gitu kot'

Mum-'Kau jgn main2 ehkk. Sepak muker kau.'

Me- *Whispering* 'Sepak ah.'

So that's was it all abt. Ohhh shit. Tipu sunat tk salahh kann, kann kann ? Sorry mum. Not my intention to bluff you. But its for your own good. hah. okay gtg. Sister yelling asking me to stop blogging. Only 5mins right ? Freako. hah. BYE.

Ps: DONT IGNORE ME PLEASE ? :(

Morning, Nothing Much to say just that HAPPY 5MONTHS ANNIVERSARY syg. i love you and i will always love you. Wont be online today. Study :] & i just feel that my hand hurt. LOL. Nvm lahh. its okayy :] & yeahh, change skins. I know the words cant see but who care. i just love it. hah. Ohh yess, the tagboard is currently not working. FORK. will be fixing it asap. take care PPL.

Above Pic, that's how exactly i feel NOW. Ohhmygod, Why this things happen againn ? Please. i have enough. Its STUPID; Yes, i know. But its feel good okay ? Hurting myself is better that hurting you. Really. I Swear. First time hurting myself over something. I LOVE YOU. Yes, You. Why must this happen ? Why ? i dont want to be apart from you because I LOVE YOU. i dont want to go away from you because I LOVE YOU. i dont want to hurt you because I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. YES ! i mean it ! Butt Whyy ? Whyy ? Whyyy ? Haish. I hurt myself because i cant take it anymore. i love you, i love you, i love you ! Ohh mann. Get it ? & Fyi, i just wanna hurt myself. NOT because of him or what. NO. dont get me wrong. I'm the one. You ppl would say ' Ur, Stuppid ' Yess, I'M STUPID DUMBASSSS. Wow ! Frm now onwards, Youu ppl should call me 'Warda Stupid DumbAsss'. COOL name ? hah. Yeaaa, i know :] Ohhh FORK, i'm doing it because there's a GOOD reason. I mean, VERYYY GOOD.

1) Does it hurt seeing my hands ? Well, its for you to feel how hurt am i when you SHOW that. ( bukan tk sengaje, Yes i know. But the SECOND time ? SENGAJE ? )

2) I want to show you how MUCH i love you. if i dont love you, i wont do this thing.

Haishh, i wanna be with you forever. FOREVER ! but, ahhhh. i'm just speechless lah ehkk. Tomorrow is our 5Months. Happy ? Yes, i should be happy ! But instead ? WHATTTT ? i should be happy NOW. but NO. i'm not. haishh. Ohhh FORK. & thanks andy n fad for asking me to stop doing it. hah, only them know how i feel THAT TIME. shucks. I love you two lah bestfriends. Hah, Fad has become my bestfriend. Really. He got tell me a secret. x] & yes, of cause andy is my bestbestfriend. there's a diff. anyway. i gtg. i'm dizzy. BYE.

All I Wanted, Is To Be Your Only One.

My knees start to weaken
At the first sight of your face
My heart starts to melt
At the thought of your embrace
Your love flows through me
Like a river flows down its path
Your kiss lifts me up so high
I could probably fall to my death

I really wish that
When I looked into your eyes I could see
Exactly how it is that
You feel about me

I get nervous when you're around me
I feel I could cry when you're away
I dream about you
Every night and day

I want you to know
My last three words will always remain true
Regardless of what I may say or do
You'll always know that
I love you. {: '020907'