Currently Listening to: Repvblic - Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu

I think it's time I let you go. And that's so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the daydreaming, the running in place, it's not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me doing what I should have done eight months ago: Saying goodbye. Thanks you for everything BestFriend. Thanks you. I cant deny that you hurt me alot but at the same time, i appreciated your decision & i'll try my best to understand you. You started it first and now you ended it. Well, its time for me to move on. At the same time, its hard for me to forget the past. Oh god. Please make me strong. Yes, you will still be my BestFriend for sure. How could i forget you for the past 5years ? But pls, give me sometimes to heal my heart. It couldnt be so easily. I hope you understand. Just wait for my call. That half heart necklace that you gave me for my birthday present, i'll still wears it because it was grave as 'Friend Forever' and ur name in it. Dont worry BestFriend. I know its may takes time but for sure i'll treat you like before. Trust me. Sigh. & btw, i need to gain ur trust back okay ? I love you.

To ppl who tried to cheer me up, thanks guys. Your the best ppl(: I may smile, laugh, makes jokes but do you know how do my heart feel ? I tried not to show my true feelings to you guys. Its was all fake. I'm wearing a mask ppl. I'm sorry, i'm sorry if i did not entertain you guys that much. Sorryy(:

Sighh, I'll keep my day busy by doing something. NDP Friends are really great ! They are such a cool/funny bunch of ppl. I enjoy dancing already ! hehes. I wanted to join bollywood dance. Its seem so fun. hahaa. Not, i'm not addicted to dancing. Im just having fun. haha. :D

Exams is on the 1 June. So fast, yes i know. Ehh, i study already okay ! ((: Soo guys, wish me lucks for my exam okayy ? Till here, i need to study. Tmrw got NDP Dance !!! -.-' Okay bye.

Currently Listening to: Kangen Band - Doy

Hello ppl. Yes, i'm okay already. Thanks you for asking ppl. Appreciated it alot. I'm fine now(: Dont worry. Heehs. So anyway, sch was as usual. DTG Lesson, i accidentally felt asleep in class. Seriously idk why. I was studying actually but idk how i can felt sleepy. Sigh.

Bestfiend birthday is coming and i've no idea what to buy for him. Well, lets just see what i can have for him. (: Video's next. Mirul cant wait to see his pic inside my blog. haha ! Happy watching. Ps: Nothing to update.

Currently Listening to: Achik & Nana - Memori berkasih

Feeling disappointed. That's all i could say for now. Dont asked me why. I dont bother to explain. Sorry for not meeting you guys. You guys should know why. Yet, imy guys. & also, my heart feels somethings that is not right. Idk why. Why must you do all this towards me ? Well, i can say that i dont know the whole story yet but pls why must you do this to me ? Sigh. I cant stop thinking abt this problems again and again. Those things that i heard ? True or not, idk. Now, the problems is still stuck in my brain. What should i do ? Oh pls ): I need some concentration for my study but this problems keep bothering me ! I've got a test tmrw and i dont think i will do well. You know, with this kinds of problems. Sighhsigh. Dont bother to asked me what problems i have cause i'm not in the mood to tell anyone. Only god knows why. *cry in silence*

Currently Listening to: Apit- Di Lamun Rindu

Have a good laugh ppl. We have nothing better to do. So enjoy. LOL ! Ps: You have to turn ur head. Sorry, heehs.

Currently Listening to: Rossa - Takdir Cinta

Hello readers ! Just came back frm my NDP Dance at Kranji Camp. I suuu-wear today dance was hilarious. I enjoy today practice very much. You know, i can feel the excitement ! Its totally great. Make more new friends(: However, its damn tiring ! & i can remember the dance step alreadyyyyyy !! hahaha, I'm so happy. *eyebrown up & down* Looking forward for the next practice. But anyway, yesterday dance practice was abit bored. The practice should end at 7pm, but Ain & Me went off 1hour earlier. Because of that, we lost at Kranji Camp. haha. We went to the wrong direction. Its Ain fault ! But thanks to Ain because she found the correct direction. lol. & we lost AGAIN while going to Yew Tee MRT station but yet we found the correct direction. hahhaa. So funny(:

Thought of going to have our dinner at cwp after going back from NDP Dance but wth, we cannot go inside cwp because of a fire i think ? Waited for 30mins. At last, we just went back home HUNGRLY ! ): sad kans ? haha. nvmm.

BTW ! i found my pic inside the NDPeeps on facebook. Damn, i look funny. So yeahh, toodles.

Currently Listening to: Flo Rida (Feat. Ne-Yo) - Be On You

Heyyys(: Sch has been great due to some reason(: Tomorrow NPD Dance. I dont feel like coming but unfortunately i cant. Saturday also ! Waaaaahhhhhh ~ Wait, i did say this thing on my previous previous post. Nahh, its okayyy. (: Tomorrow got ITE World. Will be coming sch at 11.30 but i'n not sure if Ain wanted to go out abit early for breakfast(: Today took some STUPID video with Ain. Thanks Nizar for tooking it. & I suuu-wear we've got nothing better to do. So enjoy laughing. haha. But pls ignore my hair, spec & my FACE. Really. hahaa. Happy watching ! *pause the song*

Ps: I cant stop laughing after viewing the video for so many times !



Anyway, this is a pic of Ain. I took this when she was lending my Hp mirror to comb her bangs. And secretly, i snappppp her pic. Sorry Ain ! hahaha(:

Currently Listening to: Dj Unk - Hey bay bay

Hello(: Nothing much happen today. I'm just so bored now. I've got nothing to do. I wanted to study but i kept my books inside my locker. Becauseeee, i'm just plain lazy to bring back my books. See, how lazy i am ! LOL(:

I'm leaving in a complicated life right now. Seriously. Only some of the ppl know why. & only they understand why. Sigh. Why must this thing happens ? Like come on, i need a break ppl. SighSighSigh !

Anyways, these are the people who made my day: AinWOW, Nash, Akhbar, Indra, Syafiq, Subash, Mirul, Stanley, Aziffi and Farhan. Byk per ? Oh well, hahaha. They are COOL ppl. *kening up & down* Btw, i dont type here for fun. Its REAL(: *peace

Currently Listening to: Fergie-Labels Or Love

Hello ! :D Finally, i'm at Raden house. Yesterday i was damn tired after my NDP Dance. I was suppose to go back at 3.00pm BUT i accompany Ain because she was waiting for the penipu instructor/couch ! LOL. So i go back ard 5+. After i went back, straight away help my mum to pack up the things. Since there's still alot more to pack. Reach Raden place at about 9pm. & i suu-wear i was damn tired already. My eyes cnt take it anymore and i felt asleep ard 10.30 LOL. When i woke up at ard 2+, i notice that none of them was sleeping inside. WT-F. But its okay. I slept alone. Kinda great. haha.

Webcam with Ain the day before yesterday. We are making funny faces due to something. Only we both know what is it *eyebrown up & down* Go click her blog if you wanna see our faces. I'm kinda lazy to upload it here. (:

Went to my NPD Dance practice again. After practicing at ITE Simei, went to Kranji Camp for outfit fitting and practicing AGAIN. I suuu-wear its was really tiring ! You ppl have not seen my schedule yet. I'm really buzy on EVERY Fri & Sat. Gosh, i'm resting tmrw. Seriously. I havent even study for my DTG mock test on Mon. Okay, i better study now ! Btw, i craving for Fried Marsbar ! ): Someone buy for me please. I suuu-wear im going to give you one big hug. LOL :D Btw, that above pic is a overdue pic. so yeahh. tataaaa.

Currently Listening to: Nothing



I cant stop laughing watching this video(: Pause the song if you wanna watch it okay !

Anyways, Friday is my last day playing my laptop ! ): Well, i may not be online-ing that much. Sigh. Gonna miss you ppl ): Arghhh, i'm hungry. Gonna have some food now ! Bye.

Currently Listening to: Flo Rida feat Ne-Yo - Be on You

Hello there readers ! Tomorrow is my CTR Retake test. I still havent study. Maybe tonight. Seriously, i've been busy nowdays. & i still got my CTR Test on Thursday ! I've got floorball on Thursday, i've got NDP Dance on Friday, I've got NDP Dance AGAIN on Saturday. Urghhh. Sooo, as you can see, i've got no time to rest ): Exam is just 3weeks away ! & you dont see me revising my studies/works. Sheesh. Warda, wake up lah ! -.-'

Anyways, i took train just now, alone, since Ain is meeting her mum. Funny things happen. I wanted to laugh but i cant cause ppl might think that i'm crazy. But you know, i think that's not the right thing to do also. There's this one fat guy who was reading a book. Its called 'why men fall asleep after having sex'. Beside him, there is this woman (age ard 19) who wears a so called sexy clothes. (idk how to explain the clothes she wear, lol) So yeah, i noticed that he was not reading the book instead of looking at the woman *that thing* ! Hello, it was like so obvious ! Seriously. He kept looking at *that thing* ALOOTTT of times. He pretend to read but actually he was not ! Wttttt-f man that guy. He was so bloody pervert. & i guess the woman notice him looking at her *that thing* If she was me, i'll STRAIGHT AWAY sit another place or maybe just SLAP his face. LOL. Luckly it wasnt me. So ppl, pls be careful of pervert ppl out there. hahha(:

Played "Pim Pom Pak" in the canteen just now since there's a plenty of free time. I swearrrrrrrrrrrr it was embarrassing. Shall not played "Pim Pom Pak" in the canteen AGAIN ! & the forfeit was like, no comment. So yahh. (: hehes. eh ! Come lets shake hand again *winks* Lovesss.

Currently Listening to: D.Brown - Parachute

Ignore my face *looks up* That's when i was in sec3. So yeahh. heehs(: Btw, I can't believe that we only have 3 nights left in our flat and then we'll be gone and in a completely different house. I'm looking forward to it so much but there's a big part of me that'll be sad to leave here. So many memories here.

Wednesday (moving day) is going to be hectic - I hope everything goes as smooth as it can do but I can see it being pretty stressful ! My dad & my uncle are helping out so we should get things shifted pretty quickly. The main stress is im shifting to my uncle house at admiralty first. June, THEN i'll be moving to my new house. Which is 1month still. Thats so tiring. & still, i miss my clothes. ): hahaha !

I'm in an extremely happy mood right now. It's quite insane, really. My fingers are typing a million words per minute, not really, but that's okay. I've recently began to obsessively watch youtube make-up tutorial videos. I have no idea how, why, or when this happened but suddenly I have a huge interest in cosmetics. Btw, i'm not into make-up actually. The reason, idk how to make-up my face. haha, how bad(:

Anyway, anyway, anyway. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my mother & to all mother's out there. Mothers are the sweetest gift from God to us. There is no way we can ever really thank our mother for all she does for us nevertheless we must make it a habit to keep reminding ourselves of the various sacrifices she made while raising us. Mothers' Day is the best time to say in words how much you love and care for your mum. Oh well, Mother, I cant deny that you have been the greatest mother even tho, sometimes i feel that your not. But anyways, Thank you for all the things you have done for me. I may not understand you on some things but I know that you're only doing what you know is right for me. I thank God for giving you as my mum because there's no other mother who could replace you to me. "Thank you" may not be enough so receive my kiss ! (I did gave you kiss just now in the morning) haha, & i'm sorry if i never gave you anything due to not enough money. I'm broke ): So sorry, but anyways i'll promise you i'll study hard. As you say. (: Love you mother ! :D With love, as always(:

Currently Listening to: Kanye West - Heartless

Just needed to update a lil bit before I hit the hay. The effects of my medication are kicking in as my eyes are shutting down. Yes, I'm extremely sleepy now but i dont feel like sleeping. Since there's no NDP Practice tmrw ! Yipeee. hehes. Haachewww ! Sniffss. Damn, I shouldn't have been so careless. I was having my half boiled eggs and pepper powder is always good to go with. I tried to pour it out from that small bottle of pepper powder and unexpectedly a small amount of it flew off into the ayer which kinda flew to my direction because the fan above me was blowing fast and strong. After 10 seconds I find myself sneezing none stop. Stupid mistake :P Haaachewww ! There its goes again. (:

I'm feeling damn HOT ! I do not know what the heck has been going on with the weather, it's been so hot and heaty. Everyone seems to feel so too. Oh please RAIN heavily with thunderstorm or something just for one whole day. If not people will fall sick again =/ Geehz, Suddenly, I miss hanging out the at beach. & i miss my babygirls ):

Anyways shazReena, i know you feels like a huge burden is lifted of in a sense. Though its sad to actually accept reality, but it has to be done. No point hanging on to the past. Its time to move on. A new dawn. A new beginning. A fresh start. Life must go on okay ! Dont be sad. I'll always be there for you remember ? :D

Btw, I'm happy for you though. Truth be said, you deserved better. And I bear all the blame. All the best to you. (: Currently craving for ice-cream ! :p

Currently Listening to: Akon ft Birdman - Its ok

Hello. Nothing much really happen in sch. Just that Mrs Ho told me that i need to retake for my CTR Paper due to some problems. Eyyss, its not my fault okay. So, i need to study again for the test. Its okay. I hope i will do well cause Mrs Ho told me that i did quite well in the previous paper. hehehs.

Finally my presentation is done ! (: & Yups i'm glad that i've not been banned from exam. Not even one. Although i know i've been skipping for quite sometimes. Expecially Lifeskill ! I've been walking ard the sch. haha. But now no more. hahaha. Thank god(: Sigh. Okay, i feeling rather tired now. I dont know why. Nvm. Floorball date has been changed. Its on thursday now. WTHH. I'm just plain lazy to attend the practice. But at the same time i miss playing floorball. Lol, what's up with that ? Nahh. I need to attend. ETON ! Bwk stick bsk. Aku mau rembat budak. Underground uhs beb. hahahha ! *winks*

I've been hyper-active in sch this few days. Well, some of them may know why. hahaha ! No lah, i'm just being hyper-active. That's all (: & Sorry to Indra ! Well, you should know why. haha. SORRY dude. Badadabom, i'm freaking boreddddd right now ): Someone entertain me pls.

Currently Listening to: Akon - Keep you much Longer

Hello, Wassup ppl ? Hehs. Okay sch was fun. I mean lifeskill. hahaha ! That lesson is so damn boring. Idk how to explain. Seriously boring. So, we played this game called 'i cant remember whats the game actually called, lol?' So yups. The one who lose, will do forfeit. I was the unlucky ones. I need to do the profit unfortunately. Okay, i should not type what i've done here cause its really disgusting. I mean it. REALLY DISGUSTING. You wouldnt believe what i've done. Seriously ! hahaha. So that's my second time doing it. I cant believe man. heehs. Well, my name has been listed down because of playing inside the lifeskill class. Come one, its totally boring and you expect me to do whattttt ? Do your project ? I've plenty of time to do your project man. -.-'

Anyways, i just changed my blogskins. My old blogskins looks kinda boring already. haha ! Yes, itchy hands. (: Well, what can i say ? Oh well, i miss playing floorball ! hahaha. Should come for the next training. hehe. Presentation on Wed. Suppose to be today but thanks god not enough time. So yipeeee. hehes. Okay, i think that's all. Boring post i know. hehes, Take careeee !

Currently Listening To: Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love

Heys. Sorry for not updating. I'm still alive dont worry. haha. I'm just not feeling well this few days. I'm sick on Sun, Mon, Tue & Wed. Its killing me seriously. & i've to came down to sch due to the Presentation & Common Test. Like whatever uhs. But anyways thanks to Xuan Wei for sending me to sch on Tuesday. But i need to wait for him like 10mins at the bus stop because he had forgotten to take his EZ-Link ! & i was feeling dizzy/really sick that time ! LOL. & Thanks to my Pakcik whose taking care of me in sch. haha ! & those who care of me. Thanks you. Love you guys mann. (: So yeah. But the things i hate now is my cough and flu still havent recover yet ! Its killing me. Wt-ff.

After my fever, my leg injured. Due to the glass which fall down onto my leg and poke my leg. Okay dont asked me why. -.-

Oh yes, i've got a bad dreams yesterday night. Its scary. Really. Its not abt ghost whatever thingy. Its abt something that cannot be happen MIGHT happen. Do you understand ? Seriously man. I can imagine now if the things happen. Well, i cant talked that much abt my dreams. Although is just a dream, come one no one knows it might be true ? Oh pls.

I'm not going anywhere today. Where as, i'm lazy to go out. My clothes is at my uncle place. So tell me how i want to go out without my clothes. Due to my mother fault ! She go and asked my Cousin to take my Box of Clothes to my Uncle house. WTH. I mean, just leave that Bloody Box here laaah ! I want my box back. I need my clothes. I want to go outtttt ): Okay, actually there's is 1 or 2 piece of clothes but dont tell me i should use the clothes everytime i wanna go out ? I wont okay. So how how how ? & i'm lazy to move out of this place. Seriously. @#$%^&*(&*!

Okay i'm hungry now. I should have my breakfast. Btw, continue tagging at my tagboard alright(: haha. Hear for you guys soon. Take care. Hastalavistaaa !