Heyyos, Okayy. i Just withdraw my money. hah. nie lah org tk sabar. LOL. Gave my mum $150. Left with $100. Okayy, i owe my mum $100 that's why. I wanted to buy Handphone but after thinking back, it's a waste of money. Just to Buy ONE hp, i can buy manyyy2 things. Agree ? Yes :D So yeahh. i will be shopping but just dont know when. Maybe after treating maz. hahaha. Maz dah tk sabar ehkk. LOL.

& Omgg ! My faceee ! Pimple just POP out ! Ohhh damn ! itu lah kacau matair sendiri lagi, kan skg dah kene. hah. Serve me right kann ? Now laugh at me. Faster-Faster. hah. Nonsense, i know. Alahh, as usual OLAY ! =DD

Eikkkkkk, Happy New Year btwww, 2007 comes to the end. Ohhh, lots of memory in 2007 i guess. Yeahh. & Tomorrow is the first day of 2008. Well, 2007 has been TOTALLY AWESOME for me. Really awesome. But of coz, worst thing i've ever face in 2007. Fighting with SOME childish GUY. hah. but whatever it is, life must go on right ? & Yeahh, of coz there's some BEAUTIFUL memories that i wont forget. hah. When i say BEAUTIFUL, its REALLY REALLY BEAUTIFUL. Which is ;

- Netball Competition; We lose. Ohhh, Sad right ? haha. But nvm. We practice together. We fight at times when playing the game. We mad at each other. hahha. When you rewind back, its funny though. hahaha.

- Soccer Competition; We Win ! Yay ! Champion =D Well, We support each other well. Give them 'SEMANGAT'. Although sometimes they fight with each other just because of one mistake but yet we try to settle it asap. & our bonding is there. :D Woohoo !

- Barbecue; AWESOME ! Barbecue with classmate. Laugh together, Camwhore-ing together, Share jokes together, Cycle together, Eat together, When back home together (but sadly i'm never go back with them) Playing Games together. Its really awesome. & i saw zul when i was cycling. and i shouted at him ' ehkk, maz ader pat saner ! tk nk singgah ker' hahha :D Ohhh, i miss that moment.

- Charity Bazzar; Which has been really difficult task for us. Work Together like crazy ppl. Thanks to the guys which actually helpingus to decorate the banner & making a mess on it. hah. But i think it's sweet. hehe. & of coz, thanks to me because of planning almost of it. Sampai senget ! hahaha =D Although we never get any prizes, that's okayy with us. We just wanna make it success-full. :D

- BYD; Cool. *idk what to type*

- Shooting Activities; Hahaha. A great exprience to me but somehow i cried in the first place. Boo :( Hahaha. But all my classmate are behind me to support me. Awwwww, soo sweet lah you all. Warda aper. Semua org mesti nk buat baik. ahhaha. Okayy *perasan*

-F&B; ahahhaa ! one word, COOL. i lovee it. Makes new friends. haha. Overall is COOL althought we hate the *matsallehguyorwhat* FREE food bdh ! hah.

hahaha, so that's all i think. i just remember those times only. The rest, i cant remember. Ohhh yes, Of coz. Lovely moments with dearrr ! hah. i guess i wont type here. dont kepo. My secret and his ONLY. right dear ? *winkswinks* Okayy i guess i type LONG enough. godd. haha. Well, gtg people.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
Bye 2007, Helllo 2008 !

Some Pic. (Memories)

Heyyyy ! Okayy Wooooo. i wanna treat maz Pizzaaa. Since she want pizza so much. haha. and DEAR ! He dont want me to treat him. Aper ajer lah.Org nk belanje tu kebas jer lahh. LOL. but dont worry, i'll buy something for him. BLUEK ! So yeahh, just came back for cwp. Before that went to my cuzzin place at Teck Whye. Board the MRT & there's minah & mat. God. That *ing mat kept staring at me & that *ing minah kept laughing. idk what's so funny. & i was like 'ahhh, whatever *kers' Seriouss bodohh. ishhh ! Reach cwp. Saww Saidah, that crazy friend of mine. i shouted her name like a crazy people. hah. Mind me. i'm abit crazy when meeting my friends. Seriouss. hahaha. Warda, bertaubat lahh. Anak dara tkmo pekik2 =.=

School is like 2More days ? Fast bodohh. Arghhh. & i havent pack up my things yet. Ohh, heck care lahh. & i dont even know if there's homework or not. i bet you, confirm 90% NEVER do homeworks. (if there's) heh. Sooo, tomorrow will be going out again. ishh. Lazy to go out lahh ! Aiyooo. i think i'm not going. Alah,dont know lahh. hah. Anyway, i chows first. Like usual, mum nagging. Grrrrr =.= Byeeee.

Ps: imissazri. iloveazri.

Morning Lovely ppl. heh. Okayy, i'm sleepy right now. Whenever i wanna sleep, my mum will wake me up. Like what ? Arghhh. Gonna take Bursary today at Sembawang Citizens' Consultative Committee. Then need to shake hands with MR Khaw Boon Wan. Walauuuu ! Why dont they just give me the letter, then Show it to my Sch office after that give me the cheque ? Simply whatt. Need to wear School Uniform Seyy ! & You know what ? My shoe is new, my sock is new & my show lace is new ! & you asked me to wear ? alamakkk ! dah lah shoe lace dier terang nk mampos. My old shoe lace idk where it gone to. Aiyooo. Sooo the trouble. But nvm, make my sch proud. hahahhaa ! OKayy TAK ! dont believe in my craps. hehe. I guess i better go now. Update soon later ! Byeeee :D

Heyyyyy ! Okayy, Today went to take IC. God, muker buruk seyy. haha. Serious. Dearr, you are late ! Not me. heh. After thatt, go watch movie. Cute/Funny movie i can say. Watch it with dearr. Fun :D Next time we watch ONE MISSED CALL okayy ? Btww, I TREAT ! NOT you anymore. Pleaseee ? Always you ajerr. Okayy ? Okayy bagus. hah. & Yesss, i LOVE that soft teddy bear veryyy muchh. & of cause the chocolate WHICH i just ate ONE of them. the rest,my family ate it. Ishhh ! mcm tk pernah mknn seyy ! =.= Today is funn BUT its like sooooo FAST lah the time ! Fast giler nyer ! nk romantic jap pn tk boleh. ahahaa. :DD but true you knoe. hehe. Ohh yahh dear, sorry if you dont like the perfume. Its soo small & Sexy. haha. Sorry ehkk. i'm broke. If i'm not, i WILL buy for you something better alright ? maybe our 5Months okayyy ? :DD Tomorrow will be going to Cik.Na place. Wooooo. Should be uber fun. haha. Okayy lahh. i'm off.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHERRRRR !!! ily :D

Ps: I HAVE FUN today, but why the time passes soo BLOODY FAST ? Grrrr =.= ILOVEZIZI ! hah. AZRI i mean :P

COUNTDOWN ;
5Days Sch Reopens.
3Days to 4MONTH !!! *happy/excited*

Ohhh Ooooo ! idk, idk, idk. its not my fault or what. Its just that my grandmother dont let me go because she not feeling well. & i just get to touch my lappy now. All day long its my auntie. Haiyahh, whatever lah. i seriously dont know what to do.Ainggggg !

So yeahh, call maz just now. Ewahhh-ewahhh, tgk wayang tk ajak ehkkk ! ahahaa. warda sibok lahh kann ? orang nk romantic pn tk boleh. hahaha :D Ohhh yess, gonna take IC tomorrow. Woooowoooo. LOL ! I know you all would say 'alah, nothing lah' correct ? heh. Okayyy lahh, i guess i gtg. i wanna mandiii ! haha. Broooomm "D

Heyyyyy ! Okayy, i'm on the phone talking with dear. Omggg, you should listen how he cooked the maggie. Can you imagine 2packets of Maggie and the water is like 10cups ? The water is suppose to be 1&ehalf not 10. LOL ! & i asked him to put some chili but instead he go put tomato sauce. haha. I wonder What kind of cooking skill he used ? i was like laughing on the phone. & you know ? He go use his hairdryer to cook the Maggie. haha. Mcm2 lah sey. but i think its cute.
REALLY ! Althought i cannot see his reaction. haha. i will try tasting his OHH-SO-DEILICIOUS maggie BUT the next day, you will be seeing me inside the toilet whole day. LOL ! Jgn marah ehkk sygg :D but i think its abit sedap lahh, not say delicious ehkk. ahaha. "D

So yeahh, i wonder when i'm gonna meet dearr. i miss him lah hell lah okayy ? REALLY :( How i wish i can go out EVERYDAY seeing dear. That should be UBER FUN ! but i cant. Arghhh. So yeahh, at last, i bought for dear something. hahaha. he is wondering what the hell is that thing. haha. i give clue lah okayyy ? its a very2 small thing. Really sweet. Shape of a human body. Blue colour. Okayy thats all. Can guess ? If you guys guess correctly, i give you a treat. WANTTT ?
hahaha.

Ohhh yess, As i expected YOU love him. Haishhh. & Yes, thank you for helping me. Yes, thanks you. i REALLY appricated that but please, what should you do if your in my shoes ? Think lah ehk. If you wanna be friends with him, fine. Its okayy with me BUT JANGAN sampai melebihi batas. Thats all. i'm not angry or what okayy. I just letting you know. & i dont wanna be enemy with you. i never hate you & dont make me hate you. Its just hurt when my OWN BF always
saying your name eventhough its a joke. Okayy not say always but sometimes. Really Hurt. You should know what i mean right ppl ? Nvmm. Okayy lahh. aku cabot ! Brrooommmm-broommm :D

COUNTDOWN;

- 7Days Sch Reopens.

- 5days To 4Month.

Heyy Yo, Just came back from clinic. Bloody hell, i got gastric. & Mum nag-nag at me because i dont wanna eat. I did'nt eat for like 3days i think. i eat abit only. ehhhh, i've got reason. NO MOOD to eat lahh. That's whyy. So mum was like 'makanan ader byk tapi kau tknk mkn, blah3' ishhhh. My ear Hurts. Kambing. After go to Admiralty clinic, we go Thomson Medical Clinic or something because wanna take my BABY. haha. & Now she is here sleeping. Ohhh godd, she is such a cutie. she is sooo adorable. How i wish i have a daughter. Okayy maybe not now. When i'm married. hahaha. dont talk much eh warda. haha.

Okayy, i guess i gtg. Mum asked me to eatt like 1000 times. DAMN ! i better eat now before anything happens to me again. Alahh, but who cares right if something happens to me. Boyyyeeeeeee :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVEYONE.

Woitss, Christmas tomorrow. Yeahh. Merry Christmas everyonnee. Hohohoho :D Santa Claus is here. What do you wish forrr ? haha. lame ehk warda ? haha. Omggg, i'm super bored. Gahss. 9Days to sch reopens. 7Days to 4Months. haha. i wanna countdown beybeh. Wanna join countdown with me ? haha. CONFIRM fun ! REALLY ! LoL. 4Months ?? Ohhh COOL lahh bodohhhh. Mcm Fast gituuu. haha. i like okayy ? YAY ! i want 1YEAR beybeh ! hehe. Yes, What to buy ? What to buy ? What to buy ? *scratch head* Ohh, no idea. haha. Ohh yes, i've change blogskins. How3 ? ahahaha. "D Well, i just bored that's why i'm updating. So yeahh. Byee Peopleeee :D

FOR YOU my dear.

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

Morning, Ohhh godd. My back hurts me so much. i cant really move seyy. I think i dont have enough sleep. Because Yesterday i woke up every 2 hours. Hah. i dont know why actually. Its just that, errr nvm. Forget abt it. :D Ohhh yess, i dream of something funny yesterday. haha. When i think back, its funny and unlogic. Serious. Ohhh, what a dream. & Yes, do you believe that dreams can come true ? Huh ? Or maybe dreams can have a meaning in it. Do you ? idk actually. But yeaaa, my Grandmother say that, some dream can have a meaning. Example, err when we dream of a snake or something, we have a bad news ? heh ? Okayyy, i dontttttt knowwwwww. haha. NVM.

Ohhhh, 10 more days. School reopen. Gahhhh, MUST STUDYY. N level lah okayy ? i cant wait for N level actually. LoL. am i dreaming or what ? Hah. But seriously cant wait. Okayy, i dont knowwwwww whyyyy. So, dont ask me. thanks :D haha. i'm gonna take my IC soon. Yeahhhh ! hahaha. alah, baru IC. Tk pasal lah. LOL ! mcm paham ehk. haha. but i dont know when to take my IC. Wanna take school reopen but scared that G.O is full of people. errr, How ? Maybe around this week, i gonna take. hehe :D

Arghhhhh, Mum nag, nag, nag at me. WTHHHH ? Shuttttttt Uppppp !!!!!!! Bloody fcuking hell. Stop your nagging cann ? Its damn irritating lah okayy ! Goddddd, its your fault okayy ? NOT MINE. Cant you see the fact that yours ? & Why keep blaming on me ? MAN ! People love to blame on me. What did i do seyyy ? WHATTTT siaaa ? i'm fcuking stress right NOW ! SERIOUSLY ! & I HATE MYSELF MAN !I'm sorry if what i did is wrong. i'm sorry x100000 i dont wanna lose you please. arghhh ! my blood is already upstairs. One more ppl trying to blame on me, you just watch out. Maybe you ALL just see what am i going to do. My mood swing just like that. i'm off !

MY DAUGHTER :D

Amacam ? ader muker warda atau azri ? LOL !

:D

Nurul Natashaa.

Me !

Heysss, Today was great. Meet up with dear, maz & zul. Play Pool. Okayy, i enjoyed playing it ! Goddd. So fun. i play with maz & I WIN *clapclap* haaha. i win because of dear also. He helped me mahh. thanks lah dear. haha. i wanna play it again one dayy. heheehe. Ate ice jelly. Buah uncle tu ehk ? hahaha. xP. After that, when cwp. Walk around for awhile & i go banquet. Meet up with Sis & Firdaus. Talkk for awhile. & then off i goo :D

So, tomorrow will be heading to hospital. Nurul mother that's my auntie nk beranak lahh. Coool :D i miss carrying a baby. hehee. But must operate. Becausee the baby tooooo BIG. hahaha. But scary also. mcm maner agak nyer aku ehk kalau dpt anak. hahahaha ! gosh. diam lah. :D & her baby is, Babby girl ! Yayy ! HAHA. JAKUN. i know :D okayy lah i think that's all. BYE. ILY.

Sweet or What ? haha.

Hello ! Okayy, Sorry for not updating. Busyyyy. hahaa. So yesterday sleep at Raden's place with mum, Danish, Sufia & Tok adik. At first C.Ram came & we went to marsiling. She asked me to cut my hairr. So yeahh. Cut my hair for awhile. Okayyy, Shorrrtt lah ehkk. hahaha. Cool-Cool. =D i will show you the pic later. :] At night, ate macdonals. Mum order cause we are hungryyyyy. Gahhss :D Finish eating, Yat called me. Okayy, i'm shocked. i was like ' ehk ? why you call ?' hahaha. He wish me selamat hari raya. LOL. and he say i'm sombong ? ehkkk ! Where gottt. What only seyy. haha. After that, abg wiwi came. Disturb me. He asking me abt dear. arghhh. Yani go tell him. bloddyy kambing. =.= hahaha. & he call dear name AZROY. wth ? azroy kaperrr ? hahaha. Quite fun :D

Woke up around 5am in the morning. Seriously i cant wake up actually. Raden woke me up like how many times idk. haha. TIRED. Help my mum doing some appam or what. Den around 7am bathh, cleaning the house. Tired seriously. i cant open my eyes lah ehkk. yeahh. True. :D okayy lah i think i gtg. sorry. This post is abit nonsense. Actually not abit. ALOTTT. haha. i'm lazy to type =D Video&Pictures at raden's house :D Song is deleted for just a short while.


Tied up.

Heysss. Okayy, Yesterday was great even thought we did not get a chance to ride any of the items there except haunted house. LOL. Ohhh well, the rain cant stop lah seyy. Irritating lah okayy ? but nvm. Next time can go again without paying :DD Ohh yes, haunted house was abit scary lah. Abit only. LOL ! Maz cant stop cubit-ing me. Likee walauu. Pain lah siaa. Gundu. hahaha. & got this part i screamed. hahha. i was shocked lah okay ? & its look like a real thing seyy. Funny also. hahaa. After that, we went to BK. Eat first den relax there for awhile. Mazzz ! Why never help me ? Gundu lah you. Suara aku MAHAL tau. LOL ! hahhaa. Wth lah Warda. :] Okayyy, so after that, its was raining heavily. We ran to get a nearest shelter. I'm wet lahh seyy. & COLD. ishhh3. Took a cab overthere & go to white sands mall since dear wanna buy something for his family. We made lots of D jokes. You should know what D stand for. LOL ! Quite FUN. hahahhaa. :D

When to bedok to take bus 168. Waited for the bus. Ohhh, pity zul. That nyonya mcm wth ? hahha. Gilo. Board the bus. The driver is soooooooo ACTION. Muker mcm nk kene tampar seyy ! Shuckss. Ohhhh okayyy, i loveeee sleeping at dear shoulder although mcm P. hahaha. SERIOUS. i'm not bluffing. I fall asleep for awhile, while listening to his songs. hahaha. BEST :D i want somemore. *bigsmile*

Reach home around 9.00pm. & Looked at my hp 34missed called. hahha. wth ? i was shocked. But THEN i was jaileddd outside my house like 1hour30mins ? Wtf ? I was tired & i wanna sleep lah okayy ! but then wait like a stupid person. I was like veryyyyy angryyy at that time. Gundu. Siaper seyy tk marah. But at last my father rescue me. Ohhhh, thanks father. ily :D i step inside and mum nagggggg-naggggg-naggggg at me. WHATEVER ! How i wish my mum can be like my father. OHHH ! COOL lah bodohhhhh !

Mum said- 'kau dah tk boleh keluar lagi ehkk !'

Father said- 'Tkper2. Dik nk keluar adik blang papa. Nnt papa ckp dengan mama' [Whispering]

I said- 'Okayy best !' [Hugg him]

LOL ! izzit sweet or whatt ? Ohhh father. i love you lahhh. Yesterday when came back, i thought i wanna eat cause hungry. But i reach home i never eat. Step merajok lah konon. hahaha. Mcm paham. But then makan jugak. Father asked me to eat. :DD & yess, my brother asked for my hp number. & my mum was there. and mum was like.

Mum said- 'kau nk number kakak kau buat aper ? Orang telephone bukan nyer nk angkat. Baik buang jer telephone tu.'

I Ignore what she said and just continue talking to my father & brother. hahhaa. Bad ehkk ? Alahh, i dont care i get scolded or not but the important thing is i enjoy the journey with dear, maz, zul. Very much. Overall its a enjoyable journey, lovely journey, memorable journey, fun journey, cool journey, sweet journey & etc. hahhaa. aku sumpah its all correct. and the most, most, most of all, I LOVE AZRI like no ones DO. From my headdd to my toeee. :]] LOve you dear very much !

Ohh yes, N level result is today. Wishh my sister GOOD LUCK. Hope you get through the sec 5. If not pnn, Dont worry i will still continue to support you sister. ily. and BEST OF LUCK :D

Outtt !

PS: Stop talking abt Hidayah regent can ? i hate it. thanks :D

Helloo ! Okayy, today meet dear. I miss him lah okayy ? hehe. Then go lepak for awhile. Around 2+ go cwp. He wanna buy something for tomorrow. haha. After that ate LJS. First time i ate VERY FAST seyy. OMG. Paisey lah ehkk ? but nvm. They in rush. hahha. So board the MRT. Weeeee. After that, went pasir ris. Meet my cuzzin. Shopping for awhile at white sands. Okayy Cool place. hahaa. First time go there. I bought a T-Shirt. LOL ! Nice lah that shirt. That's why, i bought it. if not you think i want ? nah. hahaha.

Okayyy i cant wait for tomorrrooowwwwww ! ISHHHH. Serious lah okayy ? hahahha. Omg. Me & Maz reallyy-reallyy cant wait. ETP here we comeeeeee ! Okayy, i'm really excited. hahaha. Its been Long time since i went there. & Please, dont close lah okayy ? Insyaallah tk :D *Pray hard* But if ETP close, we will go ice skating. Fun also rightt ? hahhaa :D Aiseyyy Woman. i cant wait lah seyyy. ishh. Stop it lah warda. Irritating. hahaa. i MUST bring my camera. MUST. Camwhoring babeeee ! hahahaa. Omgg, seriously lahh. haha. Okayy sorry to all my friends for not ajak-ing you all. You people never plan anything. i and Maz 've been waiting like a stupid person. Waiting for you all to ajak-ing me & maz to ETP. But nothing. i thought you all wanna plan ? haishh. Sorrryy ehkk. Billion sorry.Not that i dont wanna go with you all but you all must plan first. So yeahh. will update again tomorrowww. DO WAIT :D i'm offff. Buzzzzzzzzzz "D

Second post of the day. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. I'm waiting. But nothing. Now its like 11.40pm. haishh. Where are you ? WHEREEEEE ? i know your working but haishh. nvm den. i guess i just wait for him to online.BYE.

Heyyss, Good Morning Povoss. Yesterday waited for dear to online until 12+ but he never online. Aiyoo. But, Nvm. I Understand :D So yeahh, Andy texted mearound 10.00pm saying he miss me & classmate. Awwwww. i miss you too lah bestfriend. i know you miss my jokes rightt ? hahah. We should go out ONE dayokayyyy ? Sheeesh. Ohhh, Syaffin do texted me up too. He wanna go out together but dont know when. Cause he miss me. alamakk youu. Anything i just message you lah can ? hahaha. Shazrina also. Saying she miss me. I Called maz yesterday & she miss me also. Wahhhh. Lots of people miss me. am i popular or whatt ? hahaha. no lahh. They miss my jokes :D Yeahhh. Serious. hahha "D

Going out today to dont know where. i dont bother to know. i just follow where people go onlyyy. hahaha. So yeahh, Sunday ? Monday ? Arghhh. Making me stressss. Shit, Shit, Shit. How lah seyyyy ? Whatever lahh. Malas nk fikirkan. hahaha. mcm paham :D Ishhhh. So Boredddddddd. Gahhhss. Life is boring heh ? True or not ? idk actually. hahaha. Oh yes, i'm happy for yat. Ishhhh. At last you got gf ehkk ? den never tell me. aper lah ! Gundu. hahha. Hope you last long alrightttt ? hahha. ehkkk, KIRIM SALAM pat dier tau. LOL ! okayy done with my update. i'm off. Buuuzzzzzzzzzzzzz :D

Morning Peopleee. Just Reach Home. Gahssss, i'm tired, sleepy. Not enough sleep. Yesterday sleep at 10.45pm den woke up at 4.45am today. Around 6.00am, i sleep again den woke up at 8.ooam. LOL. Tired lah seyyy. Aiyooo. So yeahh. i kept thinking abt the *youknowiknow* thing. Shit. Its like everytimes. When i sat alone and close my eyes, CONFIRM i will flash back. hahaha. Cool or what ? LOL. shusshhhs. xP Aiseyyy Womann. i miss my dearr. Gahss, where are you? LOL. Okayy, panjang umur dier. He Online. hahaha. Mcm tau-tau ajer. haha :D

Currently, i'm addicted to this songs. KETAHUAN-Mattan. JATUH CINTA LAGI-Mattan Goshh. i love it lah seyyy. I kept repeating it over and over again. You should hear it okayy ? haha. idk why lah. but i just love that song. kluckk-kluckk. i'm hungryyyyyyy ! Somebody cook for me please ? Mum not at home. Lazy to cook lah. Isshhh. PEMALAS. i know :D mcm tk biaser gitu ehkk. hahaha. :DD Lazy to certain things ONLY okay ? hahhaa.

ETP. Goshhh ! Mazlina cant wait already. hahaha. Be patience lah gundu. You make me cant wait also. Gahhss, duduk diam-diam jer cann ? hahahhaa. Ishhhhh. i cant wait ! Kambing. Maz, you see lah. Gundu lah youuuuu. hahahaa. dont put high hopes cann ? scared him/ur him tk jadi. =.= shuuuckss. x) Eiiii. i'm bored. NO one online except him. itu pn tk layan. ishh. aper lah. LOL. haishh. nvm. i wanna singg that songs & dance. hahha. if raining SORRY. LOL !tau2 jer lah kann ? bad voice. ishhh3. hahha. Okayy lahh. i'm offf. Buuuuzzzzzzzz :D

Helloo ! Wassupp ? Okayy, today wass FUN ? Yeahh. TRUE. FUN. Woooooohhohooo. *winkswinks* dont need to know cann ? hahaha. & i love the*youknowiknow* LOL ! shushhhss. xP gahsss, but cool lah. hahhaha. Seriouss. Cool. & that's sweet. i mean really really sweet. hehehe. i cant stop smiling from just now. Omgg. LOL. ehkk diam lah Warda x) hahaha. Meet dear todayyy. Yesss. i miss him. Gahsss, iloveyoulahdear "D

Okayy soo, Monday i dont know confirm or not. But i hope confirm lahh seyy. hahaha. Maz, bersabar. LOL. i know you cant be patience. So its me. hahaha. aiseyy womann. i'm boreddd. Wthh ? super bored. & tomorrow i'm not at homee. Whole day at raden's place. doing housework. =.= tkper tolong org dpt pahala. hahhaha. warda rajin perr. LOL. *perasan* hahha. okayy lahh. gtg. lazy to type already. LOL. takee careee. "D

Hello ! I just finish eating cookies crips with milk. Omgg. delicious lah beb. its been long time since i ate that thing. & now i'm full. hahaha. Okayy, people around be are buzy sleeping. Basically, i'm the Only one awake. Is that cool or what ? hahahha. Okayy, i'm bored actually that's why.Sorry if i talk nonsense here. "D

So yeahh. Yesterday went cwp buy sch bag & sch shoes. Semangat kater knn. haha. Okay tak . LOL. Its my mum who asked me to buy. Gahhss. i thought i wanna pay myself for sch bag & shoes but at last she pay. NOT because i asked her to okayy ? Shes the one who wanna pay. so dont you put the blame onme. LOL. ohhh. that's song. Nice lahh :D

Ohh baby. its raining again. Gahsss. COOL. i love. but hope tomorrow NOT. preety please *praying* :D & yes. i enjoy playing computer this fews days. haha. Can playyy computer until midnight. yesss ! know why ? cause my sister is sick. gagagaga ! padan muker. :D i know i'm BAD. hahaha. okay lahh. i got nothing to say already. sooo. bye. "D

PS: god, i loved him. i just didn't know how to show it, that's all.

First of all, Fockkk to that chinese uncle. Not to be rude of cruel but he deserved it. SERIOUSLY. i dont wanna state what happen here cause to me its soooo disgusting & HORRIBLE thing that has happen to me. This is my FIRST time having such cases. Serious. i dont know why he must do that to me. FOCKKK ! If you wanna know why, just beep me then i will tell okayy ? hahha. & maz stop laughing can ? orang tgh takot-takot ketawa pulakk. haha. & i feel like kicking his *toottttt* ! but cannot cause scared mahhh. Gahss.

So yeahh. Just now went to buy books with maz. Heavy lah seyyy. Somemore raining heavily. If you see our reaction, confirm you will laugh. jalan terkedek-kedek dengan buku, payung, bag. LOL ! funny lahhh. Den after that, when back to school againn with maz. Gahsss. exchange book & money. & i'm sweating like hell. Goshhh. hujan2 pn masih tetap HOTT ! haha. Gendeng. "D

Gahhhss, i think i not going out today. TK JADI. Gendeng. i think because its raining. =.= sheeshh. nvm, i just wait for my dear to online and open that topic again. hahaha. you know i know rightt ? :/ hahha. okayy lahh. i'm hungry. havent eat lah seyyy. now its like 2.35 ? walauu. i better eat NOW. perut dah bunyi laguuuu. LOL. Adiós !

Am i that young ? Ppl keep saying my age is 10,11,12 & 13. Fockkk. i'm FIFTEEN lah okayy ? Get it? its irritating you know that. haiyooo. & Please to krash i dont wanna be your godsister or what okayy? Stop irritates me cann ? Ppl just LOVESSS to irritates me nowdays. Gendeng.

My toe hurts. Gahhhhhss, i just kick a wall. LOL. i'm angry actually that's whyy. How foolish am i ? Okayy maybe tk perasan. After awhile its hurt. & now i cant walk. Fockkk. i think my bones broke. Yeahhh. OMG. shit lah. i think i need to urut my legs. aaahhhhhhhh. wth ? haishh. nvm. okayy lah. Short post is enough. BYE.

Now its like 11.45am, i just woke up. OMG. itu pn kene kejut. Luckly my mum havent come back from raden's place if not CONFIRM get scolded. hahaha. Well, i'm tiredd. Yeahhh. i'm bored at home. Gahhhhh. Bloody hell =.= Seriously NOTHING to do. Haishhhhh. i wanna go out can ? but go where ? cwp ? Boringggg ! Wanna meet my dear but he's workingg. Wanna meet my friends but i dont know where the hell are they. Some working, some doing their own business, some still sleeping at this time. hahaha. howw ? *scratch head*

Ohhhh yesss. At last my friend hisyam got a girlfriend. hahhaa. Okayyy. he asked for my help. so yeahh. i help him. jadi orang tengah. =.= sooo difficult task. LOL. ehkk btl lah seyy. THANKS to me. Wanna say something to that girl also very shy. hahhaa. aper lah you. Next time, go asked for yourself. CANNN ? hahaha. gendeng lah kamuu =D Ohhh yess, hope you last forever and any problems, do share with me okayy ? bukan nk kepo ehkk JUST to help. & dont forget to treat me. hahahhaha !

Okayy lahh. till here. i wanna bath. i wannna eat. i wanna do my laundry. & all done. Continue playing my laptop. hohohoho :D chows people chows. :D

My sister Took this pic. Bloody Hell. This is when i was at RADEN's place cleaning the toilet. i know its funny. Dont say&see. Sexy mahhh. LOL :D

Hello :D What a beautiful day ! LOL. Craps heh ? Yeahhhh. So Yesterday met up wif my dearrr. LOL. nk kasi b'day present mahh. hahaha. He likes the present. YAY ! *clap hands* hahaha. i thought he dont like. Who knows knnnnn ? :D Good lah if he likes my present. Gahhhh. i BAD at choosing think you see. Somemore guys taste. how i knowwww rightttt ? hahaha. So yesterday was a wondeful, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, wonderful day ! i SWEARR. You guys dont need to know. *bluek* :] but i see him just for awhile only. 4hours ? Not enough lah okayyyy ? soo SHORT of time. :( weiii. i miss him very much lah seyyy. When sia i got to meet him again ? Pantat btl :D

Anywayy HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY SYGGG. i lovee you cann ? Trust me. Only god knows how much i love him. takee care ppl. gtg. Chowssss :D

Hello Pulchritudinous & Charming People. Raining Outside. Goshhh. I Hope tomorrow wont. PREETY PLEASEEE ? :D Gahhhh. i'm bored at home. Only eat, watch DVDs. Luckly my mum got buy new DVDs. FUNNYYYYY. Serious :DD 2chinese movie & one malay movie. Me, mum laugh like hell. & i laugh because its funny & my mum reaction when she was laughing like nobody business. Serious. i was Shocked lah seyyy. & its make me laughed until my stomach really hurts and i go to my room cause i cant take it anymore. sampai nangis2. hoho. and my mum face was like *wth?* LOL. You should see the movie. i just know 1 of the title. VAMPIRE. the rest i dont know what's the title cause i dont bother to check. haha. PEMALAS mahh. :D anyways if you wanna borrow from me then just beep me okayy ? 1day $5.00 ? LOL. JUST JOKING. i'm not that BAD. :D FOF. haha.

Yesterday had a little TALKING on the phone with maz. Ohhhh. i miss talking to her. So yeahh. Talking abt OUR OLD funny stories until we laugh like hell. Wahhh. Love her lah. Monday will be meeting her. Yes ! not because of shopping or what but to buy BOOKS =.= but whatever it's i've got to see her & exchange STORIES. You know i know :DD & She's the BEST among all of my friends. When i need her, she is there for me. She listen to every single things of my Problems. We share our laughter together, sadness together, CRAZYness together. This is the reasons why i love her so muchh that the rest of my friends. :DDD 'suker kau ?' LOL.

Okayy lahh. i better go now before my sister irritates me. She dumb ass. LOL. Ooppsss ! Sorry x) my bad :] ohhh well. as USUAL, ILOVEAZRIMORETHENANYTHINGELSE :DD take careeeeee mushy-mushy !

Gahhhh. Just came back from cwp. Seriously i saw alotsss of evgian even my classmates. LOL. i Saw Ppl that i dont wish to see, My Ex, Ppl who i miss, Ppl who i know but never meet before. LOL. ALOTSSS lah seyyy. Some of them smile at me but some DONT cause they never saw me. But majority smile. Wahhhhh. am i popular or whatt ? okayyy 'PERASAN' :D hahaha. but really lahh. Seach for my dear b'day present with cousin. Ohh gooshh. i can have headache lah seyy. Lots of beautiful things i guess. yeahh. & i'm confuse what to buy actually. My Cousin also got no idea. hahaha. but at last bought something which is not quite expensive but its nice lahh. i really hope you'll like it because i dont know what to buy for you & i've got no idea. Sooooo sorry if you feel that's not good enough. hmmmm. MY BAD okayy ? :] & yeahhh. Now my pocket is TOTALLLLLLYYY EMPTY. 'BERLOBANGGG'. hahaha. bankrupt lahh seyy. Luckly i got save money for my dear b'day present if not i dont think i cant buy for him. LOL. Serious :DD thanks god i dont spend the money on something else. :D

& now i'm still waiting for the $250 ! walauu. fasterrr lah siakk. i wanna gooo shopping/treat ppl/buy SCH stuff =.= & of cause save it. 'mcm paham nk save' but i THINK i will save $50 ? LOL ! & $ 200 for shopping/treat ppl/ SCH stuff ? hmmm. you think izzit enough ? gahhhhhh. Okayy. Sch stuff basically beg&shoes ONLY. the rest like pencil box all that can go AND die. i dont wanna waste on it. i BETTER buy clothes for myself instead of pencil box all that. but of cause BOOKS all settle. so dont need to worry. & ONE more thing my PENCIL/PEN/RULER ALL those stuff is NO LONGER in my pencil box. Wth ? izzit lost or whatt ? & bloody hell i MUST buy it again ! haishh. MENYUSAHKAN. masih belajar katerknn. hahaha. & yeahh. i've a GOOD-HEART. i will treat my FAMILY/COUSIN/CLOSSSEEE FRIENDS & BOYFRIEND of causee. LOL. ehkkkk. mcm dpt $2500 lah seyy. semua org nk dibelanje. hahahaa. ini lah org yg baik hati. mudah-mudahan dpt rezeki yg berkali ganda. amin. LOL !! ohhh craps lah warda. rightt ? yeahh. i KNOW :D

ANYWAY people. i hate THAT friend of mine. Ohhh. You know i know. Start with letter 'K'. Not saying i hate him but i just hate his ATTITUDE. i dont like you & can you just fcuk off ? Dont SAID that i've make a BIGGEST MISTAKE cause i'm NOTTT. ohh wait. Maybe yess. i've make a BIGGEST MISTAKE to have a FRIEND like you. SERIOUSLYYY ! Biggest mistake to actually know you. OPPSS ! X) Stupid me to actually view you on friendster. & Please dont disturb me. Did i disturb you or something ? NO. NEVER. & i dont wish to disturb PEOPLE like you. btw i LOVEEEEEEEE & HAPPPPYYYYY what i have NOW. Dont worry abt me cannn ? i LOVE him NOT YOU. & NEVER will LOVE YOU. dont 'PERASAN'. & yessss. i STILL remember the day you make me ANGRY & i cant forget abt THAT STUPID incident. & abt the cap i gave you LONGGGG TIME ago. Please just throw it away. i mean if you want to or not that's up to you cause i cant beg you to throw it. the best you throw cause i will be HAPPY. Okayy waitt. MAYBE you just think that its NOT FROM me. & i DONT CARE you wore the cap or not cause i dont bother & i dont wish to know. Simple, can i call you MAT PERASAN NK MAMPOS ? Cause you loveeee to PERASAN. *laugh like hell* & stop MSN with me & i dont wish to MSN with you. i though i've deleted & block you right ? but weirdd why is he still talking to me ? ohh WHATEVER. Just dont bother abt ME can ? THANKS MAT PERASAN NK MAMPOS.

Wahhh. i guess i've talk enough. hahaha. take care lahh people.

ILOVEEEAZZZZRIIIIIIII ! :D

Ps: Dont leave me will you ? Pleasee. i'm Scared of losing youu.

Heyyss. Happy 3rd Month Anniversary. Today when i woke up, i'm happy. Really2 happy but that's just end for just a SHORT period. When i read her blog, i'm starting to feel worried again. Ohhh godd. Please. I have enough of this. Pleaseeee ! I dont wanna suffer this anymore. Seriously i have ENOUGH. I cant take this anymore. I feel like i'm not good enough for him. I really dont know what to do noww ? I should be happy right now but some ppl rather wanna see me sad. and for goodness sake, dont you EVER think that i will leave him. DONT EVER cause i wont. UNDERSTAND thatt ? get that in ur bloody mind PRETTY LADIES. & just fcuk off. CANN ? Arghhhhhhhhhh ! i need a break for all this nonsense. im crying for sure. i know you guys dont careee but yeahhh. be in my shoe & you will know how i feltt. ahhh fcuk off lahh !

First of all, thanks mazlina for everything. ily sister. Ohh yesss. i'm SICK. haish. Really High fever, flu, coughing, headache. wth ? i'm weak. i can even walk like i always do. yeahh. Dont laugh. serious. i hate when i get sick. i dont wanna eat, moody. and i bet you, if you see what am i doing now, you will laugh. i'm not sitting down actually. cause my head hurts so much. i'm half lying down. you can imagine it. My back hurts actually. Panadol sucks big times. i will be having it later. & i guess i'm trying to swallow it. damn ! i hate coughing because when i cough, my stomach hurts. & my coughing is reallly, really, really rough. know what i mean ? hmmm. Later will be going to hospital ehh i mean clinic. ahhhhh. mum can i dont go ? i'm lazy. i'm weak. i cant stand up like usual. haish. i'm tired ! gahhh. because yesterday i cant sleep at all. my head hurts so much that i cant sleep. i felt ucomfortable. but what to do ? haishhh. i'm hungry but i cant eat. whyyy ? because i will vomit for sure. gahh ! i guess i got to go. i'm gonna rest. take care ppl.