Thursday, May 31, 2007

hello my sweethoneymilkshake. lols. ahh. damn it. i got a sorethroat. pain seyy. arghhh. & i hate hate sorethroat. i must drink lotslotslots of plain water. aiyoo. haishh. and yes. i have change my blogskins again. tangan gatal kater kn. hahaha. ok whatever. so. today is vesak day. yeah. 'HAPPY VESAK DAY'. (:

alah. i'm bored at home. my sis went out to watch pirates of caribbean. i wanna go. butbut. i'm BROKEEE. hmm. i still got things that i havent settle yet. its abt money money money. haish. and i think i will not be going to Escape Theme Park. sorry for that guys. (:

& yeah. I have a lot of shit to worry about I'm really confused about everything right now. It's getting more difficult to contain yourself day-by-day, yet you might not be ready to show your feelings just yet. Keeping something to yourself can heighten your spiritual awareness as long as you don't slip into denial about what's occurring. Try not to external pressures; you'll know exactly when to act if you trust your intuition. idk lahh. forget abt it. byebye sweet honey(:

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

w a s s u p darlings. i miss school. right when i was on a good track does good i just had to leave man !.sucks. but i guess when i get back i gotta concentrate !..other than that. i miss mah ' BITCH'Z ! im MAHALANG. lmao* haha YESTERDAY. i went shopping.. it was prettay good. i gotta somemore. so hopefully i get to butuumm..come 2 think of it ! ohh.yyah.. 6june. thanks god andy reminds me. dang i even forgot i had this. ive just been super busy with homeworks&school& otherthings*. i guess you can say. im super bored with notta' dayum thing to do ! ahh. and i'm sick ! i got flu&cough&my legs are still ITCHY ! bummer.

ahhh. i miss them so much. idk why. haishh. i wanna meet them lah can ? pleassssee ! haha. i got their msn/friendster anyway. soo dont need to worries. if they want anything, they can CLICK-CLICK on me. hees(: &- i MISS maii FAGG* [its a SECRET*] hahaha(: mmhmm ! gtg. loveloveloveit BABE* (:

Sunday, May 27, 2007

hello ! yes. i'm back ! woohoo. so happy ! hahaha. i miss my home,bed ! hees(: anyway. has alotss of fun at Pulau Ubin. ahhh. i miss my groups 6 & friends over there. they are all GREAT ppl i should said. very,very,very supporting especially group 5 & 6. lols. really lah okay ?. we learn alotss of new songs. great sia. i love the songs. COOL.hees(: ohh. i hate the sandfly or whatever fly. my hands got bite by the fly. aiyyooo. but luckily just abit. hees(:ahh. okay i dont wanna talk much. tired. wanna rest. bye-bye.

P.S: i miss group 5 & 6 ppl(:

Thursday, May 24, 2007

woohhoooo(: yes-yes. tomorrow sport day uhs. GREAT ! red house WIN can ? haha. oh well. today is inter-class game. ohh wtf ? we LOSE seyy. urghh. but nvm. its just a game. a game for us to be happy. but when i played the game i'm nt happy seyy ! haha. and yes. the boy's are going to the SEMI-FINALS ! yay ! hees(: dont worries guys. we will support you okay ? =D hees(: after the inter-class game, go hall. brefing for tomorrow sport day. & tomorrow got ATC camp. tired seyy. but nvm. i lyke ! hahahaha.

& yes. there's alotsssssssssss of HOMEWORKS. nt only ENG. but sci,malay,maths. urghhh. shitt lah. alots seyy. wth ? haishhh. oh yah. cant wait to go to ENTREPRENEURSHIPS WORKSHOP. idk why. errr. i think this is for CHARITY BAZAR. i'm the one of leader. but overall incharge was jia mian. haishh. lots3 of works must be done. nvm. ermm. ok ppl. today is the last day that i'm going to update. hahahaha. i will be back on 27MAY07. so. must miss me okay ? hahaha. & yup2. wait for the next update okayyy ? hees(: peace =D.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

hello my darling sweetface(: today nothing much happen. at 9+ got a talked. its about HIV AIDS. okay. scaryyy.lols. but quite bored lah the talk. & today got our report books back. yes ! my class position is 6/40. cant believe it man. ohh. happy seyy. although my maths fail 49.7. little bit more can pass rite ? shitt lah. but nvm. hees(: anyway. don't be upset ok my dear hid & mira ? try better(:

& yes. my darling mazlina. what happen to you ? pls do share your problems with me or wanie. i'm nt trying to be kepo or what. but i just care for you. i dont wanna see you sad. if i can help i will help. but right now i dono what's your problems you had been facing. well it`s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It`s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It`s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you`re stuck right where you started. When feelings come & go & you can`t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don`t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It`s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now & realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it`s not worth it, but if it really didn`t matter, you wouldn`t spend so much time thinking about it. so, dont think to much abt the problems your facing. just stay cool & approach me whenever you need help ok dear ? i will be there for you. ALWAYS ! =D mind my words. dont be shy to share with me(:

Lately i have been busy packing my bags. well. you noe. this friday going to PULAU UBIN.(NPCC camp) at its only abt 2 more days left. hees(: i will miss my bed ! teehee(: ok, there's alots of english HOMEWORKS to do. shittt lah ok ? cant we have a peaceful june holiday ? lol. ahhh. tomolo inter-class game continue. well yesterday inter-class was badly done. but nvm. we will try our best tomolo. hees(: and tomolo will be eating seoul garden with friends. dono i got enough money or not. hope i have. cause i miss that food terribly. haha. ok, i'm tired. my body is pain because of yesterday inter-class game. need to rest for tomolo. haha (: byebye =D

Monday, May 21, 2007



hello sweetpie(: today has been a great day. reach school & after day went off to YISHUN SAFRA. ohh. GREAT lah seyy. really(: reach there & go for a talks by Christan Chua. the talks was so funny & fun. yes2. COOL. love the talks. i like the way he stand. kwang3. pretty great. the second talks is Sally Tang. Not bad...but quite boring. after finish the 2 hours talk, its time to eat ! yeah. eat3. i go there to eat lah okay ? hahaha ! okay. cool. the name of the restaurant is EATIC. yeah. its spell something lyke that. first we ate garlic bread. super nice. second ate the soup. cool. third ate the Chicken Chop. ohh lovely except the carrot and the peas. yucksss. but i manage to eat the carrot. hees(: so after finish the Chicken chop, ate the dessert. delicious beb. and last drink the tea. nice-nice. i love that restaurant. i love the way they served us. hahaha. okbest.


next, board the bus. very full sia. & yeah. as usual took pic in the bus with mazlina. camwhore beb. hees(: while taking pic, got this 'NICE SMELL' ewwww. i dono who farted. but damn smelly sia. my gosh. & after that they throw SUGAR ! wth ? its xuan wei who throw at me. GOOD. YOU GOT SCOLDED ! nyahahaha(: reach shool went to hall. watch movie. funny sia the movie. GREAT(: but just for awhile only. teehhee(: oh. urghhhhhh. tomolo got NPCC DAY ! in the morning assembly ! suckkkkk lah seyy ! damn ! i dont wanna go but its COMPULSORY ! shiiittt face ! haish ! hope tomolo is raining ! pls,pls,pls. opps ! bbq pit with friends on 17-06-07 ! my mistake ! hees(: please dont forget its 17 nort 16. & yeah. before i forget. tomolo is netball competition. 3Character VS 3Aspire. hope we win ! hees(: ok. i better get going. tata(:

Saturday, May 19, 2007




hello(: today was tired. first i wake up at 7.00am. reach school at 7.30. went to thke attandance and off we go. we planned to go to Ang Mo Kio. and i forget to bring my e-link ! wth ? at last i use my money. WASTED ! but nvm. reach Ang Mo Kio got many kinds of people. lol. serious. at first when we ask for donation, its is weird.. and we laugh ok ? lol. afther day its was not so funny. & saidah got the most money ! i'm the second ones. hees(: after that we went to yishun. nothing lah. and we ate KFC. cause we are damn hungry. in awhile, hidaya called. wth lah ? she asked us to wait her at BnS but at last batang hidung pn tk npk ! what seyy ! go back to school. and yes we are done. tiring but great day lah. (:


& yah. well. as you noe, june holidays is coming. & so much things going in june holidays.

i'm having:-
1# NPCC Camps at Pulau Ubin,ATC (25/05/2007-27/05/2007)
2# going KL with family & cuzzin (08/06/2007-11/06/2007)
3# BBQ pit with friends <33 (16/06/2007)
4# Escape Theme Park with GFS <33 (dono what date)
5# Family outings (21/06/2007)
6# Annual camp for sec 1&2 (dont know the date yet)

ok. i got more. but i cant remember. lol. so many thing going on. BUT-BUT. i got NO MONEY ! urgh. how sey ? any suggestions ? hmmm. save money ? not again ! urghhh. nvm. and i guess till here. i'm still tired. lol(: take care sweet(:

Thursday, May 17, 2007




hello(: well. its raining outside. school was been very bored ! stay in class check result. nothing to do. just talk3 in class with GFS. quite fun lah. but still bored. hees(: yes-yes.wanna noe some of my result ? here it is.


EOA= 85/100
CPA= 77/100
SCI= 50/100
ENG PAPER(2)= 48/60
MUSIC= 84/100
MATHS(1)= 24/60


ok.that's all i noe. well. math suckk you noe. i fail lah seyy. but i dono MATHS PAPER(2) i pass or not. maybe yes.maybe no. & ENG PAPER(1) also dont noe yet. i wanna noe my english paper 1 please ? and lastly MT ! aiyoo. confirm MT next week that got to noe the result. why ? because mdm norhayati i not in singpore. went to SARAWAK with the sec3(some) EXP classes. menyebok jer. hees(: but i'm proud to announce that EOA, i'm TOP in class ! yay ! but got two people EOA top in class lah.kpo only. hahaha. just kidding(: i'm not that bad okay. congrats btw(: means that. one GIRL(ME) and one BOY top in EOA. HEES(: the BOY i should not say who. for you to find out. LOL(:

& yes. tomorrow we will be playing the whole day. i mean PRACTICING for MONDAY netball competition. but i think monday will not be us because we are going to SAFRA thing-ing. yup2. & urgh.. tomorrow gt npcc ! wtf sia ? i dont wanna go can ? please lah seyy ! and saturday got the DONATION thing-ing. noncense sia. urgh. ok. whatever. & yes i cant wait to go to ATC. IDK why. its was so sudden. i hope that wanie and maz can go. btw if they dont wanna go what can i do ? pakse them ? no3. i cant to that. urmm. nvm. anyway i will stop here.okbyebye.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007




hello sweetFACE(: yes. i just came back frm cwp. maz,me,wanie & saidah went to watch spiderman-3. one word. FABULOUS ! I LOVE IT seyy. the show is funny/cool/exciting/shocking/fantastic. urghh. i wanna watch it again lah can ? hees(: if you all havent watch it,faster-faster watch. i bet you will like the show 100%. serious. i dont lie(:

& luckyly today our never school. cause today morning was raining heavily. gosh . oh yah. i will be saving my money to watch harry potter and the pirate. hees(: anyone wanna join ? =D pls do(: so. yeah till here. got something i wanna catch up with. & wanna pack my bag for tomolo school. urgh. okbyebye(:

Monday, May 14, 2007




hey,hey,hey(: yes ! finally MYE finish ! ahhh. can relax/enjoy ! woohhooo ! & i cant wait for going to social etiquette/watch movie/shopping with friends/KL/chalet with friends. my gosh. many plan rite ? huahua. & just now after reach home, i went to POSB bank to withdraw my money. $260. $100 for KL.$100 for chalet+movie & $60 for some sorts of stuff that i wanna buy. hahaha. byk duit tk ? LOL ! ok whatever. so tomorrow is paper marking. dont need to come to school. hees(: but wed lesson per normal must bring books that is soo HEAVY. urghh. can i not bringing the books PLEASE ? shiitt lah. but nvm. i think for other way nt to brining my books.. hees(:

& yeah yesterday after came back frm cwp, I went home and took a nap.I think I might have eaten too much greasy food because I ended up dreaming about hurricanes, shopping at a store. hmm. but once i woke up, my mum was watching CSI and it was about HURRICANES.. wth ? shocked sia. haha. weridddd.

oh ya.. btw. Thanks to those who hated me,you made me a stronger person.Thanks to those who loved me,you made my heart grow fonder. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow stronger.Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important.Thanks to those who entered my life,you made me who I am today.Thanks to those who left,you showed me that nothing lasts forever.Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the true meaning of friendship(:

& that 'ITAM BITCH' you freako ! hey ! you SUCKK PANTAT(: you think ur pretty ? oh well..well..well.. the DOG is more pretty than you are freako ! its the FACT. dah lah sombong nk mampos.. & btw dah ader matair tu buat dah ader matair ahh. perr jerr. engkau tk suker aku ? aku lagi tk suker kau. kau fikir byk org suker kau per ? relax tepi longkang suddahh.. nasib kau senior. PANTAT btl ! and if you think its a big problem,That's not a big problem. A big problem is like, well, if your butt fell off. hees(: ok pple. till here. byebye sweetsss(:


Sunday, May 13, 2007




hello ! yes. i'm just came back frm my cwp. first went to my grandmother(father) house. after den went to cwp to buy for my grandmother(mother) some present. cause today mother's day perr.. den buy a bonia wallet. nice beb. after that buy burger king. saw sazali.lol. cute lah him(: ahh. btw tomolo is my last paper ! yesa ! CPA. after that can enjoyyy ! weeetss(: oh yes. till here. got nothing to say. hees(: byebye=D

Friday, May 11, 2007




hey.yes i'm back frm shopping. hees. cool lah.just bought a pair of baju. sweet luhh. hees. i like(: & yes. at last i've change my passport foto ! yay ! btw. EOA paper was easy. love it seyy. hees. and last paper was on monday.CPA theory. luhh. i hate CPA nowdays. idk why. i just hate CPA THEORY. i dont understand a SINGLE thing abt CPA THEORY. lol. nvm just forget it. i will try to understand it by myself. hees(:

& just now, got this LADIES. urgh.. soo ACTION siakk. muker kalau lawa tkper. let me just say this. 'you suck PANTAT(:' lol. serious she is. & yeah. while i was sitting down waiting for my mother, i saw a LESBIAN. err.. eww. hugging each other siakk. my gosh,my gosh,my gosh ! okay.whatever ! i dont give a damn thought(: anyway i'm done with this thing-ing. so.. byebye pple(:

Thursday, May 10, 2007




hello LOVELYppl(: today whether is hot. science paper is abit difficult. but i manage to do it happily.hees. the paper ended at 10.00 & some of us[ gurls] took the wrong science paper. we took other class science paper. so in that case we cannot go back first before they start the paper. silly right ? & that is mr goh fault. haha.but nvm. we went to studio R. was great ! hees. we play with those SMELLY pillow haha.cool ! kept throwing at each other.. & that pillow is really smelly sehhh. lol. as usual, we make some silly jokes. we laugh lyke hell. but mr goh just kept quite. hees. great teacher.

ohh.yeah.well, yesterday at night watch 'jangan pandang belakang' movie. quite scary & funny. hees. the show is great lah. must watch it okay ? hees. but ! at night i cannot sleep because of that movie ! urghh.. kept thinking abt that movie.lol. serious. every second i did open my eyes.haha. somemore my lil sister is not beside me ! she slept at my mum room ! bad heh ? teehee(: anyway another 2 more paper and i'm done with my mid-year ! yahhoo.. cant wait to end my EOA & CPA ! but urghh.. tomolo is EOA. my gosh. must put ALL the words INSIDE my brain ! damn,damn,damn(: okay.till her beybeh =D

Tuesday, May 08, 2007




yeeehh..hello,hello,hello ! school is pretty much well. i mean. exam is going much well. hees. yesterday maths paper 1 was okay. today cpa practical was easy. hees. and tomorrow maths paper 2..and i HATE it. i HATE maths paper 2 lah okay. suckkkaaaa..hey. i feel like taking a nap.. HA ! it's 12.15pm, i'llstay up, i'm use to the no-sleep thing.lol. i do its so well scares me. i swear i have some kind of freaking sleeping disorder..kwang3.

yaw.i'm bored. study maths ? urgh.. maths,maths,maths. shiittt lah. MORE bored ! & now i was watching some movie. honestly, i have no idea what i'm watching. its some foreign film on the sundance channel with subtitle. Weird. and idk what's wrong with my blogger ! really pissed me off. my blogger is lyke VERY weird lah. urghhh..

& yes. i just wanna say goodbye to you. its a waste of time thinking of you. With a cigarette smile I'm saying things you can't ignore.Like Mommy I love you,Daddy I adores you,Brother I need you, Lover, hey "FUCK YOU." ...x( never for one single second thought that I would find myself at the beginning but at the end am I wasting time pictures fading while I sing this song a million times a million times . & if i could tell you one thing, i guess it would be that i love hearing ur voice.& that ur smile just happens to brighten my entire day. & those little things you do, not KNOWING that you do them makes me crazy abt you. but now. i just wanna stop thinking of you. & i got lots2 more to go (:

& hey.don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you -- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you -- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends -- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything =DDD

& getting tired by the second.
Hellogoodbye is in the background right now.tkcre ! (:



Sunday, May 06, 2007




BOO. x)
yesterday watch FIDA. hindustan movie. nice movie. i hate the gurl lah seyy. shadid kapoor[did i spell correctly?] was soo CUTE. hees. and i must watch next saturday movie. cause its seem interesting.yeah. and yesterday my mum received a call frm atok pae[KL]. his daughter kak ROZZA is getting married ! lol. its been a long time i havent meet them. & just now my mum say this to me.

mum: you wanna follow us go KL?
me: YES ! YES ! i want !
mum: got ur own money ?
me: yah..of cause.
mum: pay the tickets by urself.
me: haaa ? why seyy ?
mum: you wanna follow or nort ?
me: yes.
mum: so.. pay for urself lah.
me: alah..oklah.

hees..that all. i must pay by myself seyyy.. sigh. but no confirm yet lah we are going or not. & i dono which date we are going..hmm. mum say its either 11 may or 15 may. if 15 may, how am i going to follow ? alah.. hope its on 11 may ! hees(: and yes. sorry mira. i cant go out to study with you all. cause i cant. alah.. if i follow you all, i cannot concentrate also lah seyy. cause of the silly jokes/laughing/EATING. i better study at home.teehee(: & yeah. good luck for tomorrow MATHS paper. please do ur best(: ok. byebye ♥

--BANG BANG ! my LOVE ur DEAD !--

Saturday, May 05, 2007

helloSWEETppl(: yea. today i must study my MATHS cause monday test is MATHS.oh gosh. i hope i acn do well in my maths. in my previous TEST. i pass. 33/50 ? good ? i think so lah.. hahaha ! ok so today my mother is going to celebrate MOTHER'S day at dono the name of the hotel.hees. i wanna follow..but cannot..cis ! nvm. the tickets very expensive lah seyy. so now my mother is cooking nasi minyak. YES ! gt to eat "ayam masak merah" ! woohhoo. my favourite lah seyy. hees(:

and yea.somethings have been happening to me recently that i just dont think are fair and it really pisses me off. i dont want to go into detail because it is very embarrassing to me and degrading and depressing too. i try not to take things personal but in this case it really feels like it is. grrr..whatever.

hmm what else to mention... my room is not clean. i need to finish my laundry. i am listening to lily allen songs.SWEET(: love it(: sigh.. long time never drink starbucks ! i miss STARBUCKS lah seyyy ! Speaking of which, I need some damn starbucks ! but when i'm going to buy it ? hmmm.and yes .Do what makes you happy. Be with who makes you smile. Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live. byebye(:


P/S: i MISS you kid(:

Friday, May 04, 2007

hey lovesss(: yes. i have change my blogskins. nice ? hees. i love it ! ohh well. i change the post to THREE instead of SEVEN. so you all must visit my blog oftently (: hees. ummm. yeah. i guess till here. take care lovess.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

hello sweetpie(: i love my GFS. having fun with them today.. hanging around after school.. well..they all rocks my world(: school is okay.. EXCEPT for some unlogical nonsense. hey ppl.. please lah ehh.. dont accused my friends without ANY PROOF. its dosen't make SENSE at all.. fcuking guy ! nobody's is PERFECT in this world lah .. neither you are. do you ? & do you think this "PROBLEM" is so called small ? you mean hurting other ppl feelings is SMALL thing-ing ? wtf lah you ! its just because she dont wanna tell you & you called him ----- ?? hey ! ur sooo CHILDISH seyy.. why eh you LOVE to call other ppls names ? see urself in the MIRROR before calling ppls names you morron !

& you all think we got time to tell teacher abt this smoking thing-ing ? hey ! we got LOTS,LOTS,LOTS,LOTS & LOTS of better thing to do lah seyy.. i guess HALF of my class is STARTING to hate him lah seyy ! & pls MR YEO ! change my sitting arrangement ! please,please,please,please,PLEASE ! i cannot sit there lah seyy.. make me angry/irritating..grrrrr.. okay.. lets not talk abt that STUPID thing again..

ohh yahh.. i love to pinch ppl face lah seyyy.. AISAH ! you pinch me soo hard lah seyy ! at first..maz,aisha,hid and wani was trying to catch me.. but.. tk dpt ! huak3.. & because of you all, baju gue basah ! but fun lahs..hees(: & maz ! you watch out for tomorrow ! no matter what, i will PINCH ur cheek ! bluek ! that's all for today sweetpie =DDD

PS: dont ever2 hurt my bestfriends feeling ! you morron ! you morron ! you morron !

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

hello hunney(: today eng paper.. first paper was difficult..aiyoo.. the letter writing is so difficult lah dei ! i have been staring at the blank pages about 30min sia ! dono what the hell they are talking.. i kept repeating the sentences seyy.. bloody hell.. hope i PASS lah seyy.. second paper was easy..only FIRST paper ! Grrrrr..btw.. does anyone know how to put the music imeem thing by the thing where it says my name...and like, how can i get it to play automatically ? some sites when i go on there site the thing plays automatically..without me clicking on it ! please help =] So, my mom & I were talking, and she thinks I'm addicted to the computer. She said I live for the computer.. hees.i'm really are..but not doing STUPID things okay. & yeah..Rina gave this quote to me.THANKS(:

You can't tell someone you love them and then change your mind; that's not how it works. once you love someone, you always love them, don't you? isn't there a part of you who thinks of him for no reason what so ever? They'll always be in the back of your mind, and no matter how much you love someone else, you always love him too.

true ? i guess its TRUE lah seyyy ! sigh. 100% TRUE ! thanks rina for the quotes.hees(: ahh..tomolo normal lesson.. ceh ! boring lah seyy.. apersal tk nk continue exam ? asl nk ader lesson nie semua ? pandai lah seyy.. org dah lah nk kasi exam habis cepat2. nie kasi lmbt pulak ! aiyooo..Ohh.. I MISS BUBBLE TEA lah seyyy.. i wanna buy tomorrow ! teehhee(: okay..till here hunney ! =D
PS: I MISS YOU KID ! (:

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

hello,mello,chello. I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in love, arguing, & jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling til your cheeks hurt, & laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in having someone play with your hair. I believe in swinging on swings & running in the rain. I believe in miracles & random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone & EVERYONE. I believe in second chances. And I believe in passion.

true ?..lol..every1 shld believe in those things..per jer warda eh(: ahh. i'm bored lah seyy.. nothing to do.. oh STUDY ? maybe later.. teehee(: RINA ! "Look! her nose effing goes farther than her feet!" lols ! & i think sunflower seeds and movie theaters go well together. haha. crazy lah you. make me laugh. btw when are you going to have a blog ? lazy per ? cehhh.. lazy BUMP(: ok well now i'm helping my mom around the house! HOLLER !

and YES for those of you who have asked how i've been doing and i replied...'good !' i'm sry those words just slipped out and i didn't mean to say it. the truth is...i can't remember a time where i have been more...amazed. starting this new year (seriously it was like the first or second of april) he filled me with the most incredible unexplainable contentment. He set me free from a lie i had told myself for over nine years, a lie i didn't even know existed. i'd always hear ppl say they loved giving and receiving hugs. well i didn't. so i told everyone that i wasn't the huggy/touchy/feely type. but that was just an excuse to keep everyone at arm's length. and now i know...i loooove hugs! i'm convinced thats the way God designed all of us. and if you are like i was and you disagree, well i hope you'll come around eventually like i did. its like i was binding myself down with this lie and now that those chains are gone i feel like i could fly, literally. And as if that wasn't enough, one of the words He gave me at youth camp last year is taking off in me (more like speeding off really) there's not a smiley face big enough to do it justice..hmmm.. ok guess till here ! LOVESSSS(:

bottomline : ohh gosh you give me BUTTERFILES(: