hey HOMIES ! lol..haha thats great..i would say that.oh wait ! i did. lol. ok, first week of School is pretty much well. normal. homework, friends. and teachers talking about stuff that shouldnt done in class.(: ive been being SMART*. haha trying to do ALL my WORK, use my time wisely and CONCENTRATE. i just gonna tell mySELF i can PASS them ALL. thats my GOAL*. so yeah now im being SERIOUS. haha. okayy. SO. yesterday was great. 6th batch the best lah horr. lol. its seem that i like npcc now. hahaha. idk why. last time i use to hate npcc but now i love npcc. yeaaa. and yes,yes,yes. on 20july(racial hormany day) we are going to wear number 1 Uniform ! yesa ! greatttt ! i've been waiting for this ! i wonder how i will look like when i wear the uniform. surely be SMART MAMAT nyer ! hahaha. ok whatever.

ENTREPRENEURSHIP WORKSHOP ? ohhh well. i have LOTSSS of works to do. we are giving a worksheets or let me just say HOMEWORKS to DO and now, i still confuse abt what am i going to do. someone help me please ? its about busniess. obviously. and mr yeo ? why must you choose me ? i dont want lah. make me stress. lol.

ohh. its seem that this month i've lots of work to do. must attend entrepreneurship workshop, EXTRA npcc training. study for cuming tests. prepare for HORMANY BAZAAR. like woahhh. wth ? haishhh. but nvm. i will try my BEST(:

hello people out there(: oh well.ntg much rly happen.im just a little pissed with this PERSON. ohh. well. PLS STOP thinking abt me lah okay ? i have ENOUGH of YOU. i dont like you. i dont have feelings for YOU already. i beg you PLS STOP THINKing of me. its no use. serious. no matter what, i still dont want to be with you. when i say enough, its ENOUGH. and yah you think i'm that STUPID ? like hello ! i'm NT okay ? if you have a relationships pls say you HAVE. dont ever ever LIED to me. cause I KNOW. i'm nt jealous anyway. like WHO CARE ? and you say i torture you ? ohh. wth ? who wanna torture you siakk. i've got NO TIME. you get fired ? serves you right. you say you dont smoke ? but you smoke. LIED to me again ? wahh. GREAT seyy you. should i give you a CLAP ?? damn you ass. whatever with you.

PS: i'm nt trying being RUDE here.

ok, just now went cwp with mazlina. cool. & yea. Somewhere b e t w e e n the homework, the boys ,the friendships and the calls talking to eachother about crushes. Somewhere between the "I miss you`s" & the "I love you`s" & the "What are we doing tonight`s?"... Somewhere between falling in love and the heartbreaks... And somewhere between all the changing, and all the growing... Somewhere between the classes... and the skipping classes... and the studying for tests and the just NOT studying for tests... I forgot... I forgot what school was really about. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn`t make you happy... I forgot that you can`t just forget about the past... I forgot that you can`t control falling in love... I learned that I can love but that I can`t make someone love me... I learned that it`s okay to mess up and when you do it`s okay to ask for help... and sometimes it`s okay to just sit down and CRY. I learned that it`s okay to complain and whine for a whole day to your friends. I learned that sometimes the things you want most, you just can`t have. I learned that the greatest things about school isn`t the dances or the hook-ups... it`s the friendships... I learned that the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that letters from friends are the most important thing... and that sending cards to your friends always make you feel better... I learned that school is about friends both old and new... and that my friends are the most important people to me in the whole world... and without you all, I wouldn`t be who I am today.

hello ! school has started.. how fuggin' UNBELIEVABLE mann. today in school was very,very sleepy. seriously. i'm tired cause yesterday i just got back frm my NPCC camp. ok, annual camp 2007 was great except for some things that was GOING to SCREW the camp. but thanks god. it does not happen(: & i love the 6BATCH's cheers ! was SUPPERRR COOOL seyyy ! i LOVE the cheers. rocks ! first time i get HIGH. lols. and YES. the sec 1 LOVES uss ! hees(: ok, enough of the camp. i guess i gtg. need to finish up my eng homeworks ! damnit. bye !

PS : FIND A GUY WHO CALLS YOU BEAUTIFUL INSTEAD OF HOTT; WHO CALLS YOU BACK WHEN YOU HANG UP ON HIM.. WHO WILL LIE UNDERNEATH THE STARS AND LISTEN TO YOUR HEART BEAT OR WILL STAY AWAKE JUST TO WATCH YOU SLEEP.WAIT FOR THE BOY WHO PURSUES YOU. WHO KISSES YOUR FOREHEAD, THE ONE WHO WANTS TO SHOW YOU OFF TO THE WORLD IN SWEATPANTS AND NO MAKEUP. WHO HOLDS YOUR HAND IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS. WHO THINKS YOU ARE THE PRETTIEST THING AND INSISTS ON HOLDING YOU AROUND THE WAIST.. THE ONE WHO IS CONSTANTLY REMINDING YOU OF HOW MUCH HE CARES AND HOW LUCKY HE IS TO HAVE YOU. THE ONE WHO TURNS TO HIS FRIENDS AND SAYS
"YEA, THAT’S HER- THE ONE I LOVE". ;D;D

hello sweetheart(:good morning. yeasterday is such a memorable day ! BBQ PIT WITH CLASSMATE IS FUN,FUN,FUN ! i love them lah okay ? hees(: lets recap.

FIRST, my father send me and maz to EAST COAST. reach there around 11+. we are the first peron to reach there. Maz are damn funny. we carry the MEE turn by turn. but-but. my gosh. the MEE is HEAVY sia ! We cannot carried the MEE but at last we CAN. teamwork babe ! hahaha. reach the BBQ pit. took PICTURE ! hahaha ! all the picture is NICE ! i like sia ! serious.

Around 25 min. amirah,weikang,fatanah & wanie came. I help them carry the thing. 5min abdullah,hakim,farhan & andy came. Me and maz go change our clothes because we cant wait to go to the sea. lols. but we never bathed lah hor. just play with the water. After taking pictures, go back saw aisha. hees(: we ate den me & maz rent a bike. 2 seaters $8 for 2hours. cheap heh ? lols. ride with maz. FUN,FUN,FUN ! i love maz lah ! =))

After for while, saw mr peter yeo & her wife. PRETTY,PRETTY wife. serious. tidak ku sangka. hahaha ! i took for mr yeo & his wife a drink & a food. you see. i'm a GOOD girl you know ? hahaha. lols. mr yeo wanna search the boys. because they play POOL. den lend mr yea his bike. ride again . this time round with wanie(: i love her too okay ? go back there & mr yeo must go home. SAD:( but nvm. haha. ride bike again with HID. wanna catch mr yeo up. lols.

Go back saw saiful. datang jugak yah kamuu(: & we eat. chicken wings, mee, hotdogs,crabmeat. NICE ! eat,eat,eat. took pictures for awhile. den saw jia mian & xue wei came. i ride the bike with jia mian & saw mr teo. aiseyyy man. handsome sia you. lolssss. and AGAIN HID wanna ride bike with me agian. lols. this time round we cycles from end to end 3 rounds. & thats far okay ? hurhur. by the time we reach the pit, my legs CRAMPS ! serious siaa. PAIN. & xue wei return back the back. we are so sorry because we are 15 minutes late. lols. sorry(: eat again. look at the sunset. took pictures with the boys. haha. funny(:

Around 8.00 we went back. They decided to play pool but i,mira,fatanah & hid dont wanna go. so abdullah,saiful & andy send us to the busstop. KIND LAH YOU ALL(: THANKS HORR. While walking my mum already called me. She asked me to reach home by 9.00 ?wth lah. In that time i dont know what to do already sia. They try to help me but in the same time saiful makes jokes. YOU ah. Den hid decided to take taxi. So we took taxi lohh. i know hid will feel dizzy. but not choice hid. sorry ok ? i love you all lah okay ? thanks for helping me (((: .Went back home get scolded aBIT. scared me onli ! haish. but nvm. overally was a FUN & MEMORABLE day ! i love them so muchh okay ? =)

PS: i'm waiting for the pictures ! maZ & mr teo send me faster ! =P

SOME PICTURES

i love this pic.
i'm talking with HID & still can took pic. LOL.
this is what we do when we are bored. right maz ? ;D
help me please ? (=
sayang wanie.
EVERLAST FRIEND.
wooohoo(:
i love them so much !
farhan & saiful menyebok jer.
LOL. MAZ SCARED of the WATER.
bluek ! =P
sayang mira.
some of the boys.
BESTFRIENDS love.
hees(:
camwhore.
we LOVE the WIND !
sayang mazlina.
no comment.
spot my foot(:

hello people. yes-yes. at last i'm back home SAFELY. weeee(: i miss s'pore so much. KL was OK. except for some stuff & FLOOD. god. i'm really happy that i live in singapore. & hey. singapore is MUCH-MUCH-MUCH more BETTER den KL. good traffic, clean appearance, clean environment. and i hate MAT REP over there. like EWWW. hahaha. kinda weirdd lah seyy. but nvm. i dont care anyway. so. LETS RECAP(:

FRIDAY- Went out around 5.45pm. Reach Johor around 7+ i think. went to ate at mac city plaza. after eating relax for awhile and den shopping. around 8+ we went to the waiting area to wait for the train to came. hell off. so bored ! and we were suppose to board the train at 11pm. can imagine ? and the train came late lah ok ? 11PM to 11.30PM. 11.30PM to 12.00AM. & 12.00AM to 12.10AM. luckly the train came at 12.10AM. If not i tell you i go back siaa. lols. board the train. OMG. DAMN COLD sia ! Serious. I was wearing my blanket and my mother asked for it. wth right ? no choice i MUST give. and my jacket, my LIL BRO using it. and i've got NOTHING to cover ! ahhhh. so BLOODY COLD man ! at last i took my towel. muahahaha(: hey. at least can cover my body. pity firdaus & cik pia. NOTHING to use. haha.

SATURDAY- Around 8+ reach KL. went to buy tickets and we drop down at MASJID JAMEK(masjid india). went to have breakfast. NICE. den went to PALACE hotel must wait until 10AM. but we wait until 11.30AM. grrrr. & our room is beside firdaus room & that's was so cool because inside we can open 'THIS' door and make it TWO room. understand ? if not nvm. the hotel was OKAY. except for the BATHROOM. abit scary. somemore the BATTROOM has a BATHTUB. lols. but nothing happen lah. hees(: reach my room straight away went to the toilet to BATH. lols. after that RELAX. i sleep for awhile. after zohor went downstairs for shopping. and i was informed that every saturday there will be PASAR MALAM. but great the PASAR MALAM was ready after zohor.COOL eh ? haha. we bought some caps,slipper,watch,spongebob. and it was damn HOT. every seconds i was thirsty. when we wanted to go to the hotel, i saw ROZAILANI. you CUTE(: hahhaa. went to hotel BATH again. while my mum, cik pia, cik ani, cik asmah went to buy food. we play some sort of crazy games. funny2/fun2. i will be showing you the video later. when my mum went back i follow cik pia go down again to buy some water. reach hotel eat,eat,eat. and sleep. FYI. the hotel air-con was SO COLD at its was so COOL. hahaha.

SUNDAY- 10+ cik asmah came at bought for us nasi lemak & lontong. after eating prepare to go to KLCC. reach KLCC, went for shopping awhile and buy danish/sufia clothes. i bought JACKET,BEG,CLOTHES some souvenirs for my friends. went eating. and then continue our shopping. & blah,blah,blah. den went to eat A&W. i drank ROOTBEER FLOAT. NICE. its been ages since i ate A&W. In singapore there's no more A&W right ? urhmmm. went back to hotel play some kinds of games AGAIN. lols. fun-fun. and that night was a heavy rain. like OMG. i look down from the windows and saw alots of ppl downstairs. idk what really happen so i ignore.

MONDAY- me,yani,firdaus and danish went downstairs to looked for food. & its was like EWWWWW ! MUD EVERWHERE. i was shocked sia. we wannted to eat roti prata but the shop was close. went MAC BUT close because all the things in damage. its like all the shop was badly damage. at last we went to eat infront of our hotel. and i heard ppl saying that..
'semalam dekat sana banjir sampai kat dada. kereta semua tertimbul'
and i was like. ohh. okayyy. my god. luckly our hotel never kene. if not. idk what to say. around 11.30am. we went down want to check out the hotel. ohh. i'm gonna miss that hotel but not the place. hahahhahaha. but den reach KL SENTRAL went to eat KFC. sit down chit-chat and we board the train. inside the train funny things happy. i will be showing you the video later. & we were suppose to reach s'pore at 9.35pm but instead we reach 12AM. hell off. but nvm. at least we reach home SAFELY. weeeeee(: and i guess till here. tired typing. hahaha.

some pictures/video. ENJOY. turn your volume to THE MAX if you wanna see the video ! =D

PS: some pic is still with firdaus. & one of the pic, you can see me smoking. lols. & some video i havent upload it yet. wait for it.

going out to KL.
(:
In the train.
at kedai makan for breakfast.
waiting. (in the hotel)

SPONGEBOB family(:
going out.
big happy family ?
SAYANG YOU shop.
my door and firdaus door.
SPONGEBOB is love !
MILO anyone ?
step tdo jer. haha
camwhore.
crazy.
happy cuzzin.
bored.
idk what we are doing. lols.
nice.
bubblegum is love.
bubblegum anyone ?
KLCC.
KLCC.
guess which one is mine ?
isap rokok per boy ?

at KFC going back to s'pore.
in the train.

hello(: this is the day i've been waiting for. Weeee(: KL here i come ! muahahha. yesterday. i go woodlands mart go and buy some chips to eat inside the train. hopes its going to be a fun journey. i will be sitting with my makcik. LOLS. no lah. with my cousin. hees(: hey. you all must miss me okayy ? hahaha. & my darling maz. i will be missing you lah sey ! but dun worry. you can msg me anytimes okay ? hees(: & yes. i will b buying for maz,wanie,syafiin & some others ppl (i'm nt going to mention his/her name) some 'OLEH-OLEH' if i got enough money lah okay ? but sure i will have enough money. cause in my pocket i got 350 ringgit. wait for the 'OLEH-OLEH' okay ? hees(: ahhh. guess i gtg now. going to prepare some stuff. hees(: TAKE CARE OKAYYY ? much-much LOVESS. =D

hello(: yesterday meet up with darlings Maz& Wanie. miss them lah. that's why. lols. i bought eyeliner while Maz bought mascara. sit down chit-chat with them. laugh,laugh,laugh as usual. around 4.30 i go back while them want to go the mediacorp to watch ANUGERAH. hees(:

& today went to school 8.00am. meet up with andy. saw abdullah & yiling. wait for jia mian. you came LATE hor. hees(: after that went up to library. mr sanjay came in took attandance. AND.. the course was CANCLE ! damnit. i woke up 7am and i was damn sleepy. went to school and the course was cancle. alermakkk. buat penat orang jer. but den we go cwp eat at mac. makes jokes. lols. go back to school with joy. meet up with darling maz & wanie. urmm ok i'm outz. (:

ps: lazy to finish it up =D

holaa(: left another FOUR more days and friday i will like YAHOOO ! hees(: ahh. well. this wednesday i will be going to Entrepreneurships workshop. damn it. i'm lazy to go lah okay ? its about business. aiyooo. but nvm then. cause i will be meeting my darling mazlina in school to do my MALAY homeworkssss. damn it. i wanna finish it ASAP. all my sci,eng & maths are DONE. just left the malay homeworkss. must finish it up and i'm done with the JUNE HOLIDAYS ASSIGNMENT. BUT the malay homeworks makes me go 'arghhhh' i dont know what the hell they are talking about seyy. its kinda confused. really seyy. ok,WHATEVER.

Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. I've thought about you so many times. I've tried to get over you but each time I fail. I stay up at night wondering what you are doing. And honestly it's starting to scare me. I'm scared that I'm just wasting my time on someone who will never love me back.

ok.i'm done with my update. so. bye sweetpie =D

weeeee(: okbest. yesterday went to cwp with my auntie. fun,fun,fun. my auntie bought lots of things seyy. haha. i also bought alots of things but using my auntie money.lols. bad eh ? hees(: and i got $10 voucher. yes ! i'm going to buy eyeliner using that voucher. kwang,kwang,kwang. ahhh. yesterday i just bought bubble tea. yums-yums. i love it !(: ahhh. IRWAN ! you joker ! hahaha. dont say that again. its kinda weirdd. hees(: well. you makes my day you freak. hahaha. oh. i adores/loves the people around me. they makes me smile at all times. they cheer me up. although i may not know them much. amazing heh ? lols(: okdone.bye.

BOO !

did i scared you ? no ? ok, expected. hees(:well. looks that is gonna rain soon. & i love it. wooohoo ! cooling-cooling. and yeah. things have been getting kinda heavy these days tryin to figure out which road to take there's many decisions to be made. haishh. ok, please lah guys. i dont want to have any relationships NOW. IDK why. if you want me soo much. you can wait long,long. seriously. I DONT WANT. haishh. alah. IDK lah. ok, foget abt it. dont want to think to much. ahhh. i miss my GFs. i miss BUBBLE TEA. i miss my BFss. i miss my NEW friends. aiyoo. nowdays i'm BORED at home. doing HOMEWORKS which i really hate it. and there's lots more to go. STARING at the computer 24/7 hours. which there's nothing to do. friendster, msn & blogging ONLY ? urghh. watching tv ? nahh. i dont caress because all the show makes me SLEEP. lols. hey. true okay ? except for SOME. hehe.

WHEN IS MY SORETHROAT GOING TO BE OKAY ? urghh. its really suck man. i cant sleep at night because of this STUPID SORETHROAT. grrr. ahhh. i'm CRAVING for STARBUCKS. my gosh,my gosh. i must wait until 8june then i can drink it ! ahh. still long seyy. *stomach growling* heared that ? hahaha. ok. i better get going. bye !